Delusions

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* You're Trouble - Zeds Dead *

Ashlynn


I paced nervously outside of the hospital room, waiting for a doctor to come out and get me.

God knows when that will be.....

I slumped into a chair and buried my head in my knees.

Why would Justin shoot himself? 

Why would he do this? 

Was it because of me?

"Ashlynn Jenner?"

I rose my head slowly, trying to conceal the tears that were about to fall down my cheeks.

"He's awake."

I stood up immediately and walked into the room.

There lied Justin, bandaged up and breathing slowly.

"I'll give you two time alone," said the doctor as he exited the room.

I sat on the side of the bed and rubbed Justin's arm.

"Justin?"

His eyes opened, revealing the beautiful brown orbs under his lids.

"Hi princess."

I smiled, tears rolling down my cheeks. 

"I thought I lost you."

He chuckled and raised himself slightly up in bed.

"I would never leave you princess."

He held my hand and pulled me closer, briefly pressing his lips against my forehead.

"I really don't remember anything."

He said, cocking his head to the side.

"I remember Brad coming over, and then me blacking out."

I clenched my jaw at the sound of his name. 

Brad could choke for all I cared.

"I do remember something else though," Justin said as he patted his lap.

I crawled over to his lap and laid my head on his chest.

"What do you remember?"

He sighed deeply and stroked my hair.

"I remember seeing myself, but I looked different."

Delusions.

A common thing that happens with blood loss.

"What did you look like?"

I asked curiously.

"I was wearing an all black, and my eyes were blue."

I smirked and looked up at him.

"That sounds hot."

"No, I--"

He chuckled and turned a deep shade of red.

"You can't turn me on right now, I'm in the goddamn hospital."

He said, trying to keep a straight face.

I laughed with him and turned around to face him. 

"How's your side?"

He sighed and lifted his shirt, revealing a bloody bandage.

"Baby, I'm sorry about Brad--"

"Don't be. It's okay."

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