lose yourself ↠ jb

Broken

*Love Yourself - Justin Bieber*

*Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri*

*Needed Me - Rihanna*

Justin

I stood at the door, contemplating whether or not I should go inside.

Ashlynn very well might not be there, but you know, trying never hurt anyone.

I grabbed ahold of the door handle and turned it slowly.

It was dark, but I could make out two bodies.

I felt around for the light switch and flipped it on.

There she was, standing in the shadow of someone I didn't know.

Someone who wasn't me.

"Ashlynn?"

I spoke quietly.

Her body jerked away from the boys, looking from me to him.

"Justin....."

I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out.

Instead, tears fell silently, one by one down my cheeks.

"Justin Bieber?"

The boy said, appalled.

"Brad, this is my ex, Justin."

The guy named "Brad" eyed me up and down.

A smile crept across his face as he turned to look at Ashlynn.

"Princess, only you and your perfect ass could pull off fucking around with Justin Bieber."

Her face was a white as freshly fallen snow, her eyes cold and uninviting.

"Ex?"

I said questioningly.

"Brad, I'll call you later."

She said, reaching up to kiss his neck.

I clenched my jaw as he walked past me, eyeing me with hatred as he closed the door.

"Justin what are you doing here."

She said, inching towards me.

"I wanted to apologize, for everything."

"Too late for that."

She said, twirling her hair around her fingers.

"Ashlynn. I love you, I want you......." I paused, waiting for a reaction of empathy. "I need you."

She swallowed hard and walked closer towards me.

Her eyes darted from mine to my lips, then the ground.

I caressed her cheek and leaned down to kiss her.

She turned her head away, and seconds later I felt the sting of a slap on my cheek.

"You had your chance Justin! You had your chance to make it right, and you ignored it. I - I can't deal with your bullshit anymore."

The salty taste of my tears dripped on my tongue.

"What are you saying."

I said with my head down.

"I'm saying I don't love you anymore!"

She yelled out.

I closed my eyes as the tears fell down my face.