lose yourself ↠ jb

Friends (with benefits)

*Maria, I'm Drunk - Travis Scott ft. Justin Bieber*

*High for this - the Weeknd*

*Bad Religion - Frank Ocean*

Justin

I woke up to a completely dark room, yet I felt at home.

I shifted on the couch, remembering what happened last night.

I must have fallen asleep.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and checked the time.

5:16AM.

I looked down to see Ashlynn's sleeping body on top of mine.

I smiled and stroked her hair, admiring her beauty.

She groaned as her eyes flickered open and met mine.

"Good morning sleeping beauty."

I whispered into her hair as I placed a kiss on her forehead.

"Mmmm, g' morning."

She arose from my chest and sat upright on my body.

I stared up at her, a million thoughts running wild through my mind.

"We didn't fuck did we?"

She said groggily.

I laughed and bit my lower lip.

"No Ash, we didn't."

She smirked and fell back into my arms.

I patted her back and slipped out from under her.

"We can't keep doing this."

I said as I stretched my arms.

"Isn't this what you want?"

"No, I want you to stay loyal to one person."

"But I am."

"Brad knows somethings up, you can't lie forever."

"Justin--"

"Do you love Brad?"

"Yes! Of course I do but we have so many memories together!"

"Memories that I ruined."

I growled.

"If you don't want me as your girlfriend what do you want from me?!"

"I want you to be happy! Okay? I fucking cry myself to sleep knowing that you're happy without me!"

I choked back the tears that were threatening to trickle down my chin.

"Ash, I miss you."

"I miss you too."

She said, stepping towards me.

Just as her lips touched mine, she spoke.

"But I love Brad."

I swallowed the saliva in my mouth and looked down at her.

"Friends?"

She said, looking up at me.

"Friends."

*****

Ashlynn