Suicide Savior

Chapter 4 : True Love

Sabine's POV

Well since the day i asked Trenton to be mine we haven't stopped texting since. I love him...Like yes we've only been dating a week but its something about him just makes me so happy but he finally gets to come back to school today. I'm so happy i miss him i feel so protected in his arms, Lately no one has been rude to me though its pretty nice and everyone has told me about Zack and how he is in the hospital and that he is thinking about trying to jump Trenton but its okay I know Trenton wont do anything that will keep him away from me. 

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Its finally lunch and I'm just cuddling into Trenton's side and tickling him i'm excited i get to go home with him today.....i'm scared that something might happen or he'll use me for my body but he says we are just going to cuddle and watch movies and do what ever i wanna do I kinda want something to happen but i don't think i'm ready I've never done anything sexual but kissing..

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~~~Now at Trenton's house~~~

I walk into his house and he has 4 dogs and they are very well behaved neither of his parents are home but he doesn't seem like he wants to do anything  then cuddle and watch movies. His in his bathroom and i'm looking through all his stuff looking for were he stashes all his condoms but then he walks in and finds me looking through it "Sabine i know what your doing i promise we wont do that i don't have any....never have had any so we wont for a while" I kinda get turned on because i look down disappointed and noticing that he is hard....he's so big it looks like but I haven't told him yet but...i really wanna call him daddy and be his good little girl...i'm into ddlg and i don't think he is. He later is driving me back home and his hand finds its way to my thigh and i smile at the though of him touching me and i finally bring it up. "Trenton um can i tell you something and you not leave after me telling you" He smiles and pulls over and looks at me "Of course baby anything" i then fill something in my stomach wanting to call him daddy even more know. "Da-Trenton i mean um i'm into ddlg i know its weird but i really hope your okay with that and don't wanna leave we don't have to have a ddlg relationship bu-" He interrupts me mid sentence "Oh Baby girl its fine" I feel his hand running up my thigh towards my princess parts "I am too and i was going to tell you later down the road but i guess now is a good time" he leans over and kisses me pulling his hand back. OMG i'm so happy i don't know what just happen but i loved it the way he said Baby girl i want more him but as i go to kiss him back "But that just means we have to have some rules so my little one doesn't do anything wrong." I love him so much i just nod noticing i slip into little space and just smile.

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I'm now at home and i cant get the thought of me and Trenton doing more last night i'm scared that if i text him he'll not text back but then my phone dings "Hey Baby girl i hope you don't think i'm an absolute freak for liking ddlg but i'm happy that you do too" That whole night we just talk about turn on's and kinks and i don't think i wanna wait any longer i want Trenton to take my virginity and i want him to take it soon....