Money, Pain, And Redemption

Chapter 5

 We was just sitting on his couch talking, smoking weed, watching TV and I feel asleep. When I woke up I was laying in a bed the room smelled like pinewood and apples. I sat up looking around the room and went to the living room to find G. "Wassup babygirl how was your sleep?" he asked as I was approaching. "It was fine but where's your bathroom?" I asked. I went to the bathroom and sat on the couch next to him. "Thanks for letting me chill with you," he says while pulling me in for a kiss but I turn my head and push him away. "Damn shawty, you gone do me like that I thought we was having a good time." he says. I sit there for a minute and think about rather I should kiss him or not I didn't know if I wanted to trust him or not I didn't want to be hurt and lied to but he's done so much so I just give in. He pushing his hand up my shirt so I pull away cause I didn't want him to use me for to get one thing he gets up and gets his keys and tell me to come with him. "What you want to eat shawty?" G asked. "It don't matter as long as I eat,"I replied. "Lol how about I just order a pizza and hot wings and we can take it to your house so everybody can eat." We got a pizza and some hot wings and went to my place everyone was sitting in the living room waiting. I ate and went to my room to watch TV and text my best friend, Heaven. I was laying there when someone knocked on the door "come in" I said. The door opened and G came in "wassup babygirl can I talk to you." He said. "Yeah I guess," I said telling him to sit down. "I think you the one shawty I ain't trying to rush it but I know you the one that's why earlier-" "I don't want to be played with everybody say they love me and they don't mean it everybody say they want my trust but betray me I ain't bout to let you get it and try leave me like I'm one these hoes out here," I said cutting him off. "See that's the problem you been hurt so much you don't know who really being honest I ain't like everybody else I'm too grown for that I just want somebody to settle down with and you seem like the right person but I'm not going to rush things I'm just going to wait for you baby girl you worth it,"he said. The room got quite and you only heard the TV playing I turned off the TV and looked at him I knew he could see the hurt and tears that was burning in my eyes I tried to hold in all the pain I held inside for so long. I always tried to be strong but the tears fell like a water fall they fell more when he was embracing me in his muscular arms. "Let's go get this money babygirl so you can know how easy it is," G said.

  We made $25,000 in one day I was surprised how much it was. I got a text from Heaven saying that she needed to talk to me and to meet her at South Park. After reading the text I asked "can you take me to South Park for a minute my best friend needs to talk to me and she seemed serious-" "you ain't got to explain babygirl I'll take you," G said cutting me off. "Thanks but why you always cutting me off when I'm talking is it because I talk too much?"I said. "Nawl babygirl I love your voice it's beautiful." I got out to find Heaven while G waited for me in the car I find Heaven in our favorite spot. This spot has a hill with a tree on top that we always sit under its been our favorite spot since we was little we would always come here when we wanted to think about things. I find Heaven there she looked like she was going through a lot you can tell she had been crying and her eyes were tried and baggy. "What's wrong," I said while sitting next to her. "Unique I- I think I- I'm pregnant I don't know what to do I told Pale first and she told me she didn't want anything to do with it because her parents wouldn't allow her being around me if I was pregnant I can't get a pregnancy test without my mom Unique what if I am how can I take care of it!"she exclaimed. For a minute I felt like everything was fading away the fact that she told Palette before me was one thing but how Pale was to her was so unbearable. "Don't worry Heaven come with me and I'll help you and I'll even help you take care of the baby," I said feeling like I had a weight holding me down. "G do you mind taking me to the store it's very important," I said. "Yeah babygirl anything for you," he said looking in my eyes like he was trying to find something in them. "This is my best friend Heaven she's coming with us," I said. "Thank you guys so much I don't have no one else to go to Unique I'm glad to have you as a best friend you're the only person who has been there for and never change since the day we met," Heaven said. The rest of the drive was quite I looked in the back seat where Heaven was looking out the window like she was seeing something beautiful she looked like she would fall asleep in a second. I turned to look at G "thank you for helping me and my best friend,"I said before getting out the car to go in the store with Heaven. When we got in the store Heaven look like she was scared I knew she was wondering where I got money from or would I steal the pregnancy test but I was going to use some of the money G gave me. I paid for the test and we hurried out the store I handed the bag to Heaven and told her she could stay at my house tonight. 

  When I got to my house we hurried to my room I told her take the test in the bathroom in my room so we could see. I heard a knock on my door and went to look and see my foster mom "is everything okay with you two,"she said. I thought about rather I should tell her the truth or not but I just said yeah so she could go. A few seconds later Heaven came out "i- it's positive I'm pregnant how could this be," she said. "It's okay best friend we'll get through this I'll help you with everything," I replied.