Money, Pain, And Redemption

Chapter 7

 I was asleep when I get a call from Heaven so I assume she was going to tell me what the doctor said. "Wassup girl what they say," I said. "They said it looks like everything is healthy and they told me they would give my parents a call but I'm so scared of what they would say I hope they won't be mad I didn't even tell Tyreki yet," she was furious. "Don't worry Heaven I'm here for you." When I got off the phone I looked for G and I found him in the living room he looked at me and smiled. I sat next to him on the couch "wassup babygirl how you feeling," he said I knew he was referring to how he was in the bed room. "I'm​ fine even though you where rough with me," I replied. He smirked and said "well you want to stay here with me tonight I'll drop you off at school in the morning I want you here with me baby I really am falling in love with everything about you babygirl." I thought about Heaven I didn't know if she wanted to stay with me or not I was the only person she had but I couldn't tell him no. "I don't know I got see if my best friend is comfortable going home or I can't leave her she's going through a lot right I want to be there for her she's pregnant and her parents wouldn't understand." "It's okay baby girl just stay one night with me I know she's needs you but I want you here with me babygirl I got a room up stairs for your best friend baby she can stay here with you it's only one night babygirl," he kept repeating so I just said okay but I didn't like being pushed to do something he only wanted me to be with him though and he said he love me to tell the truth I was starting to love him too. I was falling for him but I didn't want to fall for him too easy I remembered what my foster mom said "don't fall for the lies" and I didn't want that to happen I didn't want to fall for the lies and be hurt by someone that filled the hole in my heart making up for the love I never felt. He took me home to get clothes for tomorrow. "Heaven do you want to go home or stay with me you have to face your parents anyways so its best to get it over with and G wants me to stay at his house tonight he has an extra bedroom if you don't feel comfortable going home it's only one night and I'll always be here when you want to come back." "Yeah, I guess you right I have to face them anyways and besides I can't depend on you to provide me with a place to stay you help me a lot Unique that's why I'm glad to have you as a best friend and I'm glad for you to be the godmother for my baby I know you'll do your best," Heaven said it looked like she wanted to cry but she was holding it in to be strong.

  G took Heaven home I went in with her so she won't feel so bad. We walked in the house her parents were on the couch looking as if they were worried "oh thank god, Heaven we where worried about you the doctor called us why didn't you tell us baby we thought you would never come home," Heaven's mother, Diana said. Diana and Heaven's father, Justin have been married for years and they were still together. They got married when they found out Diana was pregnant with Heaven they didn't believe in have children out of wedlock they also didn't believe in abortions. "I thought you would be mad at me but Unique told me to come home because it would be better that way I'm so sorry I didn't know this would happen he said he loved me mom I'm sorry." "Thank you Unique you are such a good friend to my child thanks for bringing her home." I left out the house and got in the car I was lost in my thoughts I was so worried about my best friend and I thought what if I ended up pregnant my thoughts was interrupted when I heard G calling my name "huh" I said looking up at him. "I've been calling your name what are thinking about I don't like to be ignored Unique," he screamed. I was surprised at the way he was screaming "why you screaming at me I'm sorry I didn't hear you there's alot on my mind." "I'm sorry babygirl I just... I kept calling your name and you wasn't answering so I felt like you was ignoring me but do want something to eat I can order some Chinese food," he said calmly. "Yeah, I guess so," I said bitterly looking out the window at the moon and stars. We were at his house I ate and got in the shower while in the shower G came in I turned off the water and wrapped a towel around me he pulled the towel off and bent me over the counter. "I love you babygirl," he whispered in my ear. "I love you too," I whimpered. He picked me up and took me to the bed his aggressive way turned me on it made me want him more. He was sticking the tip  inside I clutch "come on babygirl open up I'll start slow and gentle," he whispered. When he whispered it made me wetter and he knew it he knew just the right way to turn me on. After a while he put me to sleep I laid in his arms half sleep. "Goodnight babygirl," he said and kissed me. He placed his arm around my waist and we found ourselves to sleep.

  "Unique wake up baby you got to go to school," G yelled I wished I could just stay in bed I dreaded going to school especially now after he had me tried. "Okay I'm up just give me five minutes I'm tried," I said but I thought about I had to go to school with my best friend she needed me now. "Come on babygirl get up you can sleep later," he said kissing me on the forehead. I got up went to the bathroom to wash up and put on my clothes I was kind of soar but I could manage I was hoping I could get more sleep later. "You ready baby so we can get some breakfast before I drop you off," G said. "Yeah, baby I'm ready I'm just tired from last night you got me a little soar too but I'll be okay," I said laughing at my own words. We stop to get breakfast from IHOP and I went home to get some things and let my foster mom know what happened with Heaven and he took me to school. "Bye babygirl I love you I'll be here to pick you up later," he said kissing me "I love you too see you later." I looked for Heaven and saw Palette I haven't talked to her since Heaven told me what she said she made my best friend feel bad so I couldn't be friends with someone who did my best friend bad. She walked right past me and rolled her eyes I guess she knew why I wasn't talking to her. "Hey best friend,"  Heaven said while coming up to me she followed my eyes and saw the expression on my face "don't worry about her best friend let her be." We walked in class and everybody got quite their eyes were fixed on Heaven "what the fuck y'all looking at," I said bitterly I knew Palette must have told someone Heaven was pregnant. Heaven and I sat in our normal spot I moved Palette desk away so we would be separated. Palette and Kel walked in together Kel SAT with Palette. Heaven head was down she felt betrayed "don't worry best friend I'm here for you we don't need them we just need each other," I said trying to cheer her up. When lunch time came we sat in our favorite spots and talked we decided we would get some to eat after school because Heaven didn't feel like eating. When school was over G was outside waiting already "hey baby can you take me and my best friend to get something to eat she didn't eat all day and she needs to eat because she feeding for two I'll use my own money so you won't have to pay," I said I felt so different around him he was different in so many ways. "Yeah babygirl I'll do anything for you and I'll take care of the bill for you baby you know I got the money and where my kids at baby," he said." kids?" I laughed and gave him a kiss he looked at me biting his lip "baby your lips taste good what kind of lipstick you got on but anyways somebody got a birthday coming up." I couldn't believe he remembered my birthday I didn't even remember it everything was so overwhelming that I forgot to buy an outfit and everything. "My sweet 16 it don't feel like my birthday is coming I forgot about my own birthday," I said "awe baby don't worry I'm going to do something special for you but it's a surprise we gone wear matching outfits though your best friend can get a shirt too." We got something to eat and dropped Heaven off. We went to the trap a boy name Loyal was there G said he called him loyal because he was always loyal to the game and never change since they was kids. Loyal G and I was talking about business then Loyal got a call from one of the homies name T- main T-main was also one of G's main men. T-main called to warn G that the streets were getting slow and business wasn't processing because someone was trying to take over but G wasn't going to let that happen he wasn't trying to go out without a fight so I had to show my loyalty and be willing to go into war I wanted him to think I was just as loyal as Loyal and T-main. "Babygirl if I get locked down promise you gone hold me down no matter what and if I get killed promise to take over for me promise that you'll finish school and go after your dream I want you to have my child so you can have something left of me other than my money house and cars I'm going to take care of you the best way I can," G spoke I understood what he was saying but I didn't want a child yet so I wanted to wait "I hear you baby but don't talk like that I don't want you to leave me so think positive and besides you also got a studio and plenty of talented artist so if this goes wrong you'll still have something left to do I understand what you saying but I don't think I'm ready for a child yet so please just wait until I'm ready and don't think about that I love you too much," I said I felt pain and love inside I've never felt this way about someone before so I knew I was falling for him but I was hoping everything was real I didn't want to be lied to. "Don't worry babygirl I'll get my life together for you and hand down everything to Loyal and T-main but I want to know that you gone hold me down before I end it all."