"Said she want to try it ain't trying to hide it fuck all of that fighting." -first position
Disclaimer: I wrote this when I was 15 or 16 so read at your own risk💀
Book Started:1/16/17
Book ended:4/17/17
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I've been staying with Lani for a while now and I even got my own job secretly because she begged me not to get one. Lani and I were on our way to pick up her little cousin which I'm sure is the cutest thing.
I just feel a little nervous but I don't know why. "You good?" Lani said as she drove peeping over at me.
"Yeah I'm fine."
She laughs shaking her head. "You sure you shaking over there?" She said laughing harder.
"It's fine he's just a kid and it's not like your meeting my family." She said stoping at a light.
"Kids are very judge mental."
"He's cool people if I fuck with you he fucks with you." She takes my hand into hers and rubs the back of it with her thumb.
I get this feeling around her but I've never felt it with a girl before I'm afraid that if I tell her it'll scare her off. But then again shes been with girls before.
I brush it off as she lets my hand go driving again.
I guess I am over exaggerating a little.
Kehlani
I think it's kind of cute that Cyn is so nervous to meet my cousin it show how much she cares about making a good impression. Even though I told her it's fine I can still feel the nervous energy.
"How about after we get him we can get ice cream." I suggested. She quickly turns my way and her whole mood changes.
"But I'm paying." She quickly added. I roll my eyes playfully.
She always argues about who pays that's why I never take her out. We finally make it to the house and I see my mom and cousin sitting outside.
"Imma be right back okay." I said to Cyn.
She nods as I leave.
Cyn Lani leaves me in this car all alone as I look on the porch seeing two people. I see a little boy assuming that's her cousin and I see an older lady assuming that's her mom.
Now my heart was beating even faster. I hope she doesn't come to the car. I thought as I unlock my phone.
I see I have one message and I open it to see an unknown number that has a video of chris and I having sex. "What do you want?" I texted the unknown number back.
"Break kehlani's heart and I won't post this video for the world to see." I read out loud in disbelief. Trying to hold back tears I text the number back. "How did you get that video?"
After a few minutes I get no answer leaving me in silence with my own thoughts.
