"Said she want to try it ain't trying to hide it fuck all of that fighting." -first position
Disclaimer: I wrote this when I was 15 or 16 so read at your own risk💀
Book Started:1/16/17
Book ended:4/17/17
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Cyn and I have been doing great I've found my way to balance her and music out. We were shopping for a tree because it is December and Christmas Is right around the corner.
"Babe I want this tree." Cyn said pointing to one. I loved her so much I couldn't see myself without her and she knew that.
"Hello,Lani are you listening?"
"Yeah, babe I like the tree too." I said smiling.
She sighs and comes over to me. "You've been distracted lately what's wrong?" Cyn asked looking worried.
"I've been thinking about us that's all."
"I've been thinking and today I'm coming out to my family." She said as I stop looking through my phone and paying attention to her.
"Cyn are you sure?"
"Yeah if I'm planning on spending the rest of my life with you I'll do it." She said smiling.
She was right I want to spend the rest of my life with her but i felt it was too early to be engaged.
******* Cyn We get home decorating the tree when I get a text.
Unknown: so, you decided to not listen?
Me: I love her I would never hurt her and if that means putting my career in jeopardy then I guess that's what it has to be.
Unknown:5,4,3,2,1
"Babe you okay?" Lani asked coming towards me. "Yeah I'm good how's the decorating going." I said changing the subject.
"I'm almost done but the tree won't be complete if you don't put the star up." I smile as she hands me the star and I climb up the ladder.
All of a sudden our phones start going off like crazy. "What's going on?" Lani asked.
A video pop up on my phone as I watch.
"This shocking video was leaked just a few minutes ago,the two people are allegedly Cyn the model/fashion designer and Chris brown,the singer." I pause the video before looking over to a shocked Lani.
"Great." She said sarcastically.
"Lani I-
"Don't Cyn."
A few hours pass and I notice chris hasn't call me to see what happened.
