Billion Dollar Jerk

Painfull Memory|Chapter 13|

{Nicholas's P.O.V}
"Ok later Nico i  need to go get dressed for work" she says and everything around just seemed to stop for a moment.

Is it just me or did she just call me Nico. No! wait! it can't be, she didn't  I'm probably hearing things.

Call me weird and desperate but i really want to hear her call me that.

If it were someone else I'd probably feel sick or disgusted and tell them off.

But with her everything is different.I feel a type of way that I can't even explain.

I haven't given love a second chance for 8 years or even looked at any girl since Tatiana.

I actually blame myself for her demise because if i hadn't kissed Viviane at that stupid party she wouldn't have lost her mind and ran outside intoxicated with tears streaming down her face.

I remember that day so clearly as though it were yesterday.

I ran out after her begging her to listen to me and when she finally turned around a car collided with her side and she rolled over it and landed on the road behind the car.

The driver took off immediately not even bothering to help. My world came to a stand still.

Have you ever had that feeling where everything goes silent and the only thing you could hear in your swiftly pounding heart and mild sounds from around you.

Yes, that's exactly I felt as tears spilled out of my eyes. I ran there to my Tati who  cried as I knelt down beside her.

"Baby I'm sorry stay with me ok,babe I love you" I said as I looked in her eyes. All I could see though was her broken heart that reflected through her teary eyes.

"Nico you've literally killed me the pain i feel from the collision with the car is nothing compared to the pain i feel in my heart you were my world and I thought I was yours" she said with blood spilling out of the side of her mouth

"No Tati you weren't my world you are my world, your my life and my everything babe".

"Then why'd  you kiss her. Why Nico? and why do i feel so much pain. I want to die so all the pain would go away".

"Don't talk like that Tati I was drunk  I'm sorry and I know there isn't an excuse for what I did but please I'm literally on my knees forgive me " I said with more tears streaming down."

" I love you I'm sorry baby Girl  this would be over soon we would be ok this would all be like a bad dream"

"Yeah your right Nico it will be all over i feel it. I  feel calm and peaceful all of a sudden".

"Yeah I told you baby let me call an ambulance so this would be over".

As I was on the phone with the paramedic I heard her cough and grip my hand tightly.

"Kiss me Nico I forgive you baby" i was astonished by her request but granted it regardless. I lightened up a bit as I was filled with hope.

"I love you more than I could ever try to explain you are my girl" I said giving her a peck on her forehead.

"I'm sure going to miss your kisses Nico and boy am i tired".

"Miss? Baby I would kisses you many more times after this and when your better. Sleep ok baby you'll be fine".

The ambulance arrived soon after and put her on a stretcher and  joined them at the back holding her hand tightly.

We got to the hospital and the doctor assigned her to ward 769 she was responding treatment and I was assured she would be ok.

But exactly 12:00 am my life ended and my heart was ripped out as my dear Tatiana katinska Veygara gave up the ghost and her last word's were "Good bye Nico happiness is what you deserve.

I often wondered how I was expected to go on with this life alone without Tati my first and only love.

I'm still grateful for her forgiveness because it enabled me to forgive myself  and aleast she said goodbye it's more than most people get.

I  am brought back from the memory  of my biggest regret and ultimate heart ache by the sweet voice of the lovely Maria.

"Oh ,I called you Nico. Why? Is there a problem?

"No...no not at all"I say in a daze from how sexy it sounded coming from her plump, pink and full lips.

"In that case see you later?" She says more like a question.

"Yeah"I simply say looking at her as she departs.

"Maria,you've managed to seep your way into the depths of my heart when no woman was able to for years and you've mangaged to retrieve the key to love that was buried along with Tati. You must be Cupid  because  I think I am in love again"I say to myself watching her as she disappears out of plain sight.

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Hiya,
Yes...yes lovlies.I know I've disappeard. But I love you guys and hope you forgive me and I also hope you enjoyed the chapter.

I know it's sad:( the whole thing with Tatiana R.I.P girl⚰.

But things will get better as they say"time heals all wounds".

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