Marrying the Bully

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

<Blessie’s POV>

Oh shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!

Nagsusumigaw ang utak ko ng puro shit. I was shocked as hell I was pretty sure I stiffed when I felt his lips.

Pinilit kong kumawala sa pagkakahawak nya pero lalo nya lang itong hinigpitan.

 I went rigid but when he moved his lips and he deepened his kiss I went floppy and I closed my eyes. When his tongue asked for entrance I blindly obliged.

Alam kong sasabunutan ko ang sarili ko pagkatapos nito but my body just responded.

Napahawak ako sa braso nya nang makaramdam ako ng panghihina sa tuhod. He continued kissing me and even though I hate to admit I was  liking it.  His kiss was deepening with each movement of his head, tilted to the left, tilted to the right. Ugh! My mind clouded and I just want to give in all throughout! That’s when I felt his hands traveled down to my hips, down to my leg. He reached for it and wrapped it around his waist and I did the same thing with my other leg. Nakaramdam ako bigla ng kakaiba, something hard below was poking my center and I gasped. That caused him to stop. Napatingin kami sa isa’t isa habang naghahabol ng hininga. He looked down to my lips like he want to eat it and he just did. He kissed me again na para nya akong lalamunin. He started walking and I have to wrap my arms around his neck for support. I had no idea where he was going but I just felt our body going down the coach.

Nang biglang may nagsalita. “Fvck! Fvck! Fvck!”

Sa pagkabigla napatigil kami bigla at agad akong natauhan sa kagagahan ko. I’m pretty sure someone saw us. Agad akong lumayo mula sa pagkakapulupot sa kanya. He was reluctant to let go of me pero nagpumilit ako.

“Babygirl---“

“No. Stop it.”

Tumayo ako at tumingin sa paligid. “Nasaan na sya?”

“Sino?”

“Yung nakakita sa ‘tin! Hello! Hindi mo narinig?!” Singhal ko sa kanya.

“Oh, that...” He trailed off then suddenly grinned like it was so funny kaya agad akong nag-alboroto.

“What the hell! Huwag mo akong tawanan Rush! Someone saw us! Gets mo!”

“Yeah,” he answered between his laughs.

“Don’t you dare laugh at me! Pag ito kumalat sa buong Rostund---“

“No. It won’t happen,” he cut me midsentence with an assuring tone.

“At pano ka nakakasiguro, aber?!”

“Ah...he was used to it.”

“Huh. May gana ka pang ipagmalaki ang pagkababaero mo? Iisipin nyang I’m one of your toys! Na easy girl ako! Na wala akong pinagkaiba sa mga babae mo!”

“Wala syang kakayanan na mag-isip ng ganyan babygirl. Trust me his IQ is too low to think.”

“Wag ka ngang magpaligoy-ligoy. Sabihin mo na lang kung sino so that I can ask him to shut up para tapos ang usapan.” I pleaded in a frustrated tone.

He must have felt my exasperation because he gave in. “Fine. That was Empoy. Now, can we continue what we started?”

Hindi ko pinansin ang huling sinabi nya. “Sinong Empoy?”

“My parrot.”

“Yung...ibon mo?”

“Natural. May parrot bang unggoy, aso, pusa, isda? Bab---“

“Oo gets ko na, hindi mo na kelangan magpaka-pilosopo.”

He cocked his head to the side. “That was because you were asking the obvious.”  He reached for my arm and rubbed circles against my skin through his thumb. “Babygirl...why don’t we just continue and---“

Nakaramdam ako ng kiliti sa ginawa nya kaya agad kong iwinaksi ang kamay ko. “No. What happened was a mistake.”

“Mistake?” Bulalas nya. “But I’m sure you were enjoying it.”

“Nope.”

“Oh come on! Don’t be a hypocrite.”

“I really did not and just forget about it okay? Now if you really want to make out...marami ka namang babae dyan, may reservations ka pa nga. Sa kanila ka makipaglaro wag sa ‘kin.”

After I said it, I marched my way to his door. Halos takbuhin ko na yung pinto makalabas lang ng bahay nya at makalayo sa kanya. Alam kong may gusto pa syang sabihin pero ayoko na yung marinig. Baka unahan ako ulit ng traydor kong katawan at hindi na naman ako makapag-isip nang dahil kay Rush.

I’d rather kiss the ground than kiss him again.

Did I sound so hypocrite?

Well, yeah. I really am because I did not enjoy it but I really, really, absolutely enjoyed it. Kanina ko lang yun naramdaman. I’m not even new to kissing. I’ve kissed many boys but none of it felt like him. My feelings just skyrocketed to nowhere and it was scary. Kung hindi lang sumingit si Empoy malamang higit pa sa halik ang nagawa naming dalawa. I was so willing I would have probably do what he wanted with open legs. Kung hindi dahil kay Empoy... talagang kailangan kong magpasalamat sa ibon na yun. He just saved my butt from all-out shame.

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I was lying on my bed when Jessie entered my room. She rested herself on my couch facing my bed.

“Blessie, ano yung tsismis?”

Tumagilid ako ng pagkakahiga at humarap sa kanya. “Anong tsismis?”

She raised her brow and slouched. “Duh? Pa-innocent effect ka na naman. The whole school was talking about you. Mala-Tarzan daw ang peg ni papa Rush sayo kanina at dinala ka daw sa kweba nya.” Pangiti-ngiti si Jess habang sinasalaysay ang tsismis. “Tell me, may nangyari ba?”

She smiled wickedly while wiggling her brows. Like she was thinking we did something naughty and she was awfully right. Yet, I’d rather drown myself than admit it. “Wala namang nangyari.”

“Ows?”

“Wala nga.”

“Really. But you sound---“

“Defensive, I know,” pagtutuloy ko sa sasabihin nya. “Look, whatever I say I’ll always sound defensive because really...I, I have to defend myself.”

The way she looked at me, she’s halfway convinced so I have to continue lying and fabricate words. Just to save face. “You know about our bet right?”

Tumango sya.

“Yung nangyari kanina parte yun ng pambubully nya. Tinakot nya lang ako at gusto nya akong ipahiya kaya ginawa nya yun.”

“Talaga? Pero hindi ka naman umiyak diba?”

“Syempre hindi, kahit anong gawin nya hindi ako iiyak sa harap ng buong Rostund.”

“Mabuti naman dahil kung hindi, tatakbo ka sa buong school in your undies only.” Paalala ni Jess and she bought my lies kaya nakahinga ako ng maluwag.

“I swear that won’t happen. That bet is a bullshit kaya alam kong di magtatagal mapapagod din sya sa panggugulo sa buhay ko.”

“Sana nga. At isa pa pala, si Rush napaka-basungot ng mukha nang bumalik sya sa open field kanina. Anong ginawa mo sa kanya?”

Ows. He went grumpy because he was cock-blocked. Yun ang ginawa ko sa kanya. “Wala naman, binugbog ko lang,” pagsisinungaling ko ulit.

“Grabe ka Blessie, bilib ako sayo. I’m still in awe thinking how you can bully him back. You’re fearless.”

Fearless. Yan din ang akala ko but I was so wrong. I am now scared as shit. Not from his bullying but from myself. How my body reacted, how my mind went blank, and how I almost begged for more all because of him.