So today I thought it would be best for me to stay away from school.Physically and illness wise I was totally okay, mentally I was not.I haven't really been since I was in the third grade before that even.I mean with my condition,dad leaving my family and I,the child labor,My next step dad was a drunk that pushed around my family for no reason, And not to mention I am a total 'outcast' and my so called 'athletic' and 'supportive' school and I guess some days It's just to hard to handle so I just end up not going to.Okay so a while ago I auditioned for my school musical Annie Jr, I did not get a role that would be okay with me and I am not trying to sound like a brat.So instead I got the chorus again.
I mean I get to the world I am just another 13 year old girl but acting is like music to me.An escape from this world.I also don't think it's fair that the same people get the same characters everytime.But people like me (outcast) don't even get the tiniest bit of that spotlight, just thrown to the sidelines as if the director don't even want to give us that chance.
So getting off that topic I want to talk about my depression,my mom is scheculing me an apointment with someone to help with it.But the worst part is that people are going to say that they know what I am going through,well try living with this as a kid.No 13 year old should be thinking about herself/himself.Another thing is people say that they know what I am going through when it comes to my disease when they have only had for what two years.Well try living with it since you were two.Well that's all I have.Bye.~Giallogirl14
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My Life
RastgeleHi, so this is the story i how lived and knowing my life probably the story of how i secretly go insane. The picture does not belong to me the only thing that belongs to me is this story.(age 13 and up cause there will be a LOT of swearing.)
