One Direction Preferences

36. He Leaves For Tour

Harry:

And he feels terrible. 
You had come down with the flu only a couple of days prior, so he felt bad leaving you alone. He really doesn’t want to leave you alone, not when you’re feeling this sick, so he’s sure to hold onto you for a few seconds longer, and hold you just a little tighter, before he leaves you to go catch the plane he knows he has to board.

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Liam:

And he’s crying more than you, which seems ridiculous considering the number of tears falling from your eyes. 
He knows he was going to miss you, terribly, so he really didn’t want to have to go and not see you for such a long time. He keeps hugging you; kissing you, telling you how much he’s going to miss you. He even tries to stay and tell management that he can’t go, but they don’t listen, and his security guard ends up having to pry him off of you, and drag him away. 

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Zayn:

And he’s worried about you. 
He keeps giving you instructions, on things not to do – he almost sounds like your mother, you note, as you listen to him instruct you on what to do in case of a fire or an emergency. 
“You can always call me, if there’s a problem,” he promises, “And I’ll come straight back home, I swear.” 
And, as you look into his eyes, you realise that he means every word – he would drop everything for you; if you needed him, he would be there in a heartbeat.

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Louis:

And he’s hesitant to go. 
He knows that a lot of relationships don’t survive long distances, and he’s scared that if he leaves you alone for such a long time, you might realise all the other guys who are around. He’s worried that you might decide that you can’t deal with the stress of a long-distance relationship – let alone a long-distance relationship with a celebrity. He’s worried that you’ll move on; find someone else while he’s gone. 
And he doesn’t want to lose you.

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Niall:

And he doesn’t want to let go of you. 
He really doesn’t want to go – not if it means he won’t be able to see you for three whole months. He doesn’t want to go even a day without you, so he’s sure three months would kill him. Three months really is a long time to go without your voice, and your hugs, and your kisses, and just, well, you. 
But you promise to call and text him every day, and only then does he let go of you and step out of your embrace – although the action is still hesitant. And you can see it in his eyes as he walks away from you, turning around to wave or blow a kiss every couple of paces, that he still doesn’t want to leave.