Fame Or What?

Part 21

Throwback to the last part: Justin walked up on Fredo and Y/N making out. Then he had to confront Selena about the day he was out with Y/N and said he kissd her. Thereupon Selena said he's not allowed to see her again or she'll break up with him and she included that this wouldn't match the deal they have.
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*Your pov.*
»Well, I knew he did something bad to you«, Y/FN says after I told her about what happened between Justin and me.
»What do you mean?«, I wonder while walking down a path to my school.
Y/FN and me met at my house some minutes ago so I could tell her about everything before our classes start.
»Yesterday I was with Fredo in his hotel room«, she begins to explain and I smirk as she mentions Justin's best friend,»Don't grin like that!«
»I guess you have to tell me a lot«, I wink and she slaps my arm making me laugh.
»What I want to say is that Fredo is sharing one hotel room with Justin and Selena«, Y/FN continues and I gulp down hard.
Just thinking about him gives goosebumps all over my body.
»What happened?«, I ask curiously and kind of scared.
»Fredo and me were casually sitting at the couch as suddenly Justin came in the room with his clothes totally wet«, she says and I look at the blue sky above me.
Then I catch sight of Y/FN again.
»Like I told you we were fighting outside and it was raining«, I reply trying to hide the tears which began to form in my eyes.
»I know but Justin literally looked like he just came back from a funeral«, my best friend tells me and I feel guilty for being so harsh to him that day.
Sadly and lost in thoughts I look away and catch sight of my school in front of me. Sighing deeply I give Y/FN a small smile.
»It wasn't my fault«, I tell her.
»Well, you kissed him back«, she replies and I stop walking.
Was it my fault, I ask myself. I mean I kissed him but is it my fault that the whole media knows about it now? Justin was the one following me and bursting out that we kissed in front of the paparazzi, not me. Maybe it wasn't his intention but he should've known better.
»Com'on, we have to get in our class!«, Y/FN says and I wake up from my trance.
I nod and enter the school building with her. Suddenly I catch sight of everyone staring at me. I hear murmurs and feel the nervousness build in my body.
What is happening here?, I ask myself.
»I bet they all read the news«, Y/FN whispers beside me and I clench my jaw.
Still everyone is looking at me and the whole building is silent.
»Let's go«, I tell my best friend and try to walk in our class as fast as possible.
Feeling very uncomfortable I quickly step in the room where we will have our first lesson today.
»This was weird«, Y/FN says and I agree.
As I look around the room I sigh frustrated. Everyone is staring at me in here as well and I feel like breaking down any minute.
»That's Justin Bieber's girlfriend«, I hear someone say.
All of a sudden everybody in the room begins to laugh.
»Stop being so rude and rather mind your own business!«, Y/FN says giving them a death glare.
Meanwhile I notice Luke sitting on a chair examining me. Instantly I walk up to him and he stands up.
»I'm s-«, I start to say as our bodies are only inches away from each other.
»You don't have to say anything, Y/N«, he interrupts me,»I thought you were different.«
»I am different«, I reply staring at him with a desperate look in my eyes,»This is all a misunderstanding.«
»Whatever«, Luke says and rolls his eyes.
»I didn't kiss Justin«, I explain making him look at me confused,»Okay, I did but I wasn't myself that day.«
»Were you yourself when you kissed me?«, Luke asks staring directly in my eyes.
I think for a second about it and feel a rush of adrenaline run through my veins.
»Yes«, I reply.
He licks his lips thoughtfully while examining me. Shortly I look up and down his body. He wears a black shirt with some grey pants and black sneakers. As I stare at his messy dark hair I wish I could run my hand through it just to feel how fluffy it is.
»I don't want you to play any games with me«, Luke finally says,»It's either me or him.«
After the last sentence leaves his mouth our teacher enters the room and we take a seat at our tables.
The whole lesson long I only think about his statement.
What am I going to do?, I wonder.
Then I look at Luke. He's very cute and I like him since the first grade but what if I make the wrong decision. Suddenly the school bell rings and I quickly make my way to Luke.
»How about we meet at my place today?«, I ask him,»We could order pizza and watch some movies. My parents aren't home.«
Luke seems to think about it first before he gives me a huge smile.
»Sounds great«
»6 pm at my house«, I tell him and he nods.
Some minutes later I finally arrive home and shortly after get a call on my mobile. I look at my lock screen and frown as I catch sight of an unknown number.
»Hello?«, I say in the speaker.
»Hey, it's me. Justin«, I hear him greet me and instantly feel nervous.
»What do you want?«, I wonder calmly.
»I only want to tell you that it was really nice to meet you, Y/N but I think we shouldn't see each other anymore«, he says and I feel like someone just pushed a knife in my heart,»I'm sorry for what happened and that I got you in this situation. Our lives are just not made for one another. This thing that we have has to stop now.«
Shocked I look at the blank space in front of me. Just some minutes ago everything seemed fine and now....
Suddenly I remember our kiss again and feel a tear roll down my cheek.
»What did we even had?«, I ask Justin.
Silence follows and I can't hold in the tears anymore.
»I know what we did wasn't right but I thought we are friends«, I tell him and hear my voice crack for a split moment,»You are there for me and I know I can trust you. I was always a big fan of you and I love you so don't let me down now. Don't end what you started!«
Again silence. Then I listen to a feminine voice calling Justin.
»Sorry, Y/N«, he says.
»No, Justin! Don't do this! Please! Don't hang up now!«, I cry out desperately but it's already too late.