Fame Or What?

Part 19

Throwback to the last part: Justin cancelled go shopping with his girlfriend, Selena because he went to see you and to make sure you're okay. After he picked you up you grabbed something from starbucks and drove to a bowling alley.
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*Your pov.*
»Are you sure about this?«, Justin wonders laughing lightly as  a woman brings us some shots.
»I need some fun right now«, I say and give him a small smirk,»You still remember the rules?«
»Yes«, he sighs playfully,»Each one of us has to throw a ball on the bowling alley and if the one throwing the ball doesn't hit all pins he or she has to drink one shot.«
»You got it! Let's start!«, I grin excitedly and he laughs amused.
Luckly there are no people with us besides the already drunk teenagers because it's still early in the morning so no one will interrupt us. Encouragingly I look at Justin.
»Ladies first«, he says.
I slide off my leather jacket which I was wearing and grab a bowl. Concentrating on the bowling alley in front of me I take some steps forward and then throw the bowl. After all one pin is still standing.
»Oh, too bad«, I hear Justin tell me and I roll my eyes walking up to the small table with the shots on it.
Suddenly he grabs my wrist tightly as I want to take one drink. Confused I examine his eyes and see worry in them.
»You don't have to do this«, he explains and I chuckle softly.
»Justin, I know what I am doing. You don't have to play the babysitter«, I reply giving him a small smile.
He nods and I gulp down one of the shots. Justin starts to laugh as he catches sight of my weird face when I swallowed the sour liquor.
»Stop watching me and focus on the game, idiot!«, I say and give his shoulder a light squeeze.
Some seconds later he throws one bowl as well and hits all pins.
»That's how you do it right!«, Justin grins.
I blush a little at his reaction and take the next bowling ball.
»At the end I will be the one who'll lay on the ground totally drunk«, I joke and Justin laughs in amusement.
Our game continues for another two hours and we already feel the alcohol show it's effect. As I walk to our bowling alley I feel all shaky and have to hold one hand on my mouth trying not to throw up but the whole situation is funny. I'm standing in front of the bowling alley and want to throw my bowl but can't seem to see right anymore. Slowly I start to see things double. All of a sudden I feel a hand on mine.
»I'll help you, baby«, I listen to Justin say and stare at him for a short moment.
Our lips are only inches away from each other.
How bad would I want to taste them, I think to myself.
»Focus, idiot!«, he interrupts my thoughts and I look in front of me.
Suddenly I start to giggle and can't seem to stop while Justin tries to explain what I have to do.
»Why are you laughing?«, he asks me chuckling and I smell the alcohol from his mouth.
»I can't stop thinking about your hand on my waist«, I tell him the truth and after that Justin spins me around so I can face him.
Our bodies are now pressed against each other and I hold in my breath for a split second.
»You like it when I travel down my hands to your beautiful hips?«, he whispers in my ear moving down his hands slowly to my waist.
Nervousness and excitement start to build in my body and I feel his hot breath on my neck giving me chills all over my body. The way his hands hold my hips makes me go crazy. It's like there was never a better feeling. Justin's body close to mine is making me get out of control. I can't seem to think right anymore. Maybe it's because of the alcohol but the feeling I have every time Justin touches me or only looks at me is real. I feel special and I want more. I want his touch, I want his attention and I want him.
»You are gorgeous, babe«, I hear him murmur under his breath.
Then he stares at me and I place my fingers on his heated cheeks. Without any hesitation Justin presses his lips against mine. With full force I kiss him back while running my hands trough his soft hair. After some seconds of our rough make out session I feel him grabbing my ass slightly and I smile in our kisses. Suddenly he stops and I stare at him confused.
»Let's continue somewhere else«, Justin tells me and I hear his raspy dark voice making me want him even more.
Quickly we find an empty bathroom and continue our wild love confessions. Roughly Justin pushes me against a toilet door and begins to suck my neck.
»Ohh, fuck«, I moan and grab a fist of his hair.
Some seconds later I wrap my legs around his torso and feel the boner in his pants making me smirk lightly. Knowing I have that effect on him turns me on even more. Justin steps back to a sink behind him and I start to kiss him all over his wonderful face till suddenly I catch sight of myself in a big mirror in front of me. Abruptly I stop and get off him. I listen to our fast breathing and stare at my reflection.
»That's....that's not right«,  I whiper and look at the ground.
»Y/N-«
»No, Justin!«, I raise my voice catching sight of him again.
A silence follows. Lost in thoughts I look around the bathroom and try to catch my breath.
»I-I have to go«, I say.
»Y/N, don't-«, I hear Justin tell me but I already leave the toilet.
Grabbing my schoolbag from our place where we played together some minutes ago I walk out of the bowling alley.
»Y/N, wait!«, Justin shouts as he follows me outside.
Rain pours down my face as I continue my way. The whole city seems darker and if I wouldn't know the time I would've said it's already evening.
»Y/N, look at me!«, Justin demands and grabs my arm turning me around to look at him.
»Leave me alone, Justin!«, I shout.
»No!«, he says desperately.
»It was a mistake!«, I sigh and feel more rain pouring down from the clouds.
»You can't run away from our kiss«, he replies sternly and before I can say anything some black dressed people with cameras walk up to us.
»Perfect«, I groan and leave.
»Are you dating?«, I still hear one of the paparazzi say.
»Did you really kiss? Is this your new girlfriend?«, I listen to another one ask.
»No! Just leave us alone!«, Justin hisses at them and that's the last thing I hear before I turn around to a corner.
Hoping Justin wouldn't find me here I start to let my tears fall down my cheeks.
How could I be so stupid?, I ask myself. He has a girlfriend. Selena will kill me and my parents will freak out.
»Y/N?«, I hear his soft voice wonder.
»What do you want?«, I ask harshly and hide my face behind my hair.
Justin steps in front me and I see sympathy in his eyes.
»I know you hate me right now but at least let me take you home«, he offers and I think for a second.
Then I nod and stare at him.
»I don't hate you«, is everything I say before we walk to his car.