Fame Or What?

Part 24

Throwback to the last art: Luke arrived at your home to start the sleepover but you told him you have the flu so you could spend more tim with Justin and make things work again between the both of you. After that you and Justin made muffins and hot chocolate together. As you accidentally spilled one of the drinks on your white shirt Justin started to act strange.
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*Your pov.*
»What are we going to watch?«, Justin wonders as we walk in my living room.
Quickly I make my way to a shelf where I put all my DVD's in and search for a good movie.
»You'll see«, I tell him smirking lightly.
»It's not going to be 50 shades of grey, right?«, he asks letting out a nervous laugh.
Confused I turn to face him.
»No, dork«, I reply laughing shortly,»I thought we could watch one of your movies.«
Surprised Justin stares at me and I wait for his reaction. As I start to examine him he abruptly interrupts me.
»That's a good idea«, he says smiling stiffened.
Contentedly I grab 'Believe' from the shelf and put it in the DVD player. Justin already put the muffins and our cups with hot chocolate on the small table in front of the comfy couch. With a big sigh I sit on the sofa and Justin takes a seat beside me. The whole movie long we laugh very much and Justin tells me a little bit about all that he's been through while filming the movie. We also cry when the part with Avalanna comes up on the tv and I give Justin a tight hug. Cuddled up together we continue to watch the movie till the clip with Justin performing 'She don't like the lights' is to be seen on the screen. Suddenly I feel butterflies forming in my stomach.
I still can't believe it, I think to myself. Some weeks ago I would've never thought Justin would ever get to know me and now we're sitting side by side on my couch.
I examine Justin's hand on my belly and smile. Then I look at the tv again and bite my lip.
He looks so hot, I tell myself and feel the nervousness build in my body.
Shortly I look up to Justin and see him already staring at me. Quickly I sit up and try to contain my feelings.
»Y/N«, I hear him say and I gulp down hard.
»Yes?«, I reply still staring at the tv.
»Look at me«, he tells me and I slowly turn my face towards him.
As I catch sight of his beautiful hazel eyes I completely get lost in them. Then I look down to his stomach and think about all his abs he must be hiding underneath his shirt. Suddenly Justin starts getting closer to me. Our lips are only inches away from each other and I feel my heart beating faster than usual. But before he could lay his lips on mine I stop him.
»We are just friends«, I whisper my gaze still focused on his wonderful plump pink lips.
Feeling his hot breath on my skin sends chills down my back. We sit in front of each other like that for more than a minute before Justin replies something.
»But maybe we are not meant to be just friends«, he murmurs under his breath and without any furthermore he presses his lips on mine.
I sigh lustfully in the kiss and wrap my hands around his neck while Justin lays his palms on my cheeks deepening the kiss. The longer he kisses me the more I want to taste every bit of his lips. It's like a urge you can't escape. The way our lips move together and the way his lips feel on mine is indescribable. It's like I never want this moment to end. Now Justin grabs my hips still kissing me. He makes me lay on my back and I press him closer to my body letting him hover over me.
»Y/N what the heck are you doing?!«, I hear the voice of my mom shout.
Instantly I push Justin away and stand up from the couch. Before I can explain everything my dad already enters the living room and catches sight of Justin.
»What the hell is going on in here?!«, my dad raises his voice and I look at Justin panicky.
»Mom, dad I didn't know you'd come back today«, I say laughing a bit trying to calm the situation.
But unfortunately my parents get even angrier.
»Well, we came back so fast because we thought you'd need someone to be with since you told us you broke the contact with Justin but it seems like you already have company«, my dad says looking at me with a stern gaze.
»I didn't wa-«, I start to tell him but he stops me.
»No more excuses, young lady«, he explains,»Go in your room!«
»But-«
»I said go in your room! Now!«, my dad shouts and I feel tears form in my eyes.
Suddenly Justin speaks up and I stare at him.
»I'm sorry Mr. and Mrs. (your last name) we on-«, he begins to say but gets interrupted as well.
»You don't have to say a thing, Mr. Bieber«, my dad tells him,»Now please leave my house.«
Shocked Justin looks at me and I feel a tear roll down my cheek. Then he gives me a small smile.
»Everything's gonna be alright«, he whispers to me before he takes his shoes on and leaves.
I grin lightly because of the last words Justin told me but soon get back into reality.
»Are you happy now?«, I wonder looking at my parents and quickly run in my room.
Totally overwhelmed I run my fingers through my hair and let myself fall on the bed. I close my eyes for a moment and let out a deep breath. Then I stare up at my ceiling and the first thought which pops up in my mind is: Justin kissed me.
He really did, I think to myself. And it was amazing. I felt things I never felt before and I want to do it again and again and again. But, wait!
Suddenly my whole face turns pale.
Didn't I just cheated with him on Selena?, I ask myself.

*Justin's pov.*
»Hey, dude«, Alfredo greets me and I give him a fist bomb.
»Hey, man«, I reply and take the last stroke of my cigarette before throwing it on the ground.
Relaxed I examine the sparkling lights underneath me.
»Why did you want to meet me at the roof top of this hotel«, Fredo wonders standing next to me,»Selena is worried about you.«
I let out a small laugh and look up at the dark sky.
»I have a question«, I tell him and he nods,»H-how do you know you love someone?«
Surprised Fredo stares at me and I turn to face him. When he notices that I meant the question seriously he looks down the building.
»If you really love someone you never give up on them and the only thing you want for them is to be happy «, he starts to explain,»even if it's not with you.«
I think for a moment and look at the sky again examining the shining stars above me.
»You're right«, I tell Fredo after some minutes.
Then silence follows and I feel him staring at me.
»I know why you asked me that question«, he says.
»Why?«, I ask him still looking at the sky.
»You visited Y/N today, am I right?«, Fredo wonders and I turn to face him,»You love her.«
I gulp down hard at his words and take out another cigarette from my jeans pocket. Then I stare at the city underneath me.
»Yes«, I tell him lighting up the cigarette,»I love her.«