Fame Or What?

Part 35

Throwback to the last part: You were at the hospital with Justin and Luke. Your parents came as well and your dad had a short fight with Justin but soon they were good again. Luke left after he found out that you're in a relationship. At the end you were in Justin's car (since you'll sleep over at his house) making out with him.
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*Your pov.*
Soft arms embrace my taille. Fluffy bedsheets cover my half naked body. I chuckle quietly as I feel his gentle lips kiss my neck.
»Good morning, kitten!«, Justin says.
I bite my lower lip when his raspy voice rings through my ears. Then I frown and turn around to face him. His eyes are closed. I begin to examine his flawless face bit by bit. First I look down on his plump pink lips. I grin slightly while remembering what happened yesterday evening. My cheeks flush red and Justin slowly opens his eyes. He sighs tired and gives me a small smile.
»What's wrong, kitten?«, he wonders causing me to furrow my eyebrows.
»What's up with that nickname?«, I ask him curiously.
He stares at me and a smirk forms on his lips. His arms pull me closer to him and I lay my head on his bare chest. I hear his steady heartbeat and close my eyes.
»You mean kitten?«, he wants to know and I nod,»Well, I was up all night asking myself what would be the ideal nickname for my girlfriend.«
Instantly I laugh and look up at him.
»You didn't«
»Of course, I did«, Justin replies making me giggle again,»I wanted something special for you. A nickname that not everyone uses. That's when I came up with kitten.«
I slap my forehead lightly still laughing. Amused he stares at me.
»But why exactly kitten? You could've also chosen cupcake or something like that«
»Because a kitten is cute, adorable and beautiful just like you«, Justin explains.
»Aww, stop being so cheesy«, I reply.
Thereupon he starts to chuckle and I kiss him. Damn I love his lips, I think to myself. They are so smooth and tasty. I could lay in bed and make out with him 24/7.
»To be honest I'm trying to be romantic but if y-«
»No«, I interrupt him,»I like it.«
Justin smiles big causing me to look down on the sheets and blush hard.
»Gosh, I love you«, he says.
Suddenly my whole body tenses up. Silence fills the room and I catch sight of Justin. He looks away nervously. I feel my heart race but when I see the clock next to my boyfriend I get up from the bed.
»I-I have to go now. It's already very late and my mom told me I have to be at home early«, I tell him in a faster speed then usual.
»Yeah, I totally understand«, Justin answers soon after,»Do you want me to drive you?«
»No!«, I respond while putting on my jeans,»I'll find a way to go home.«
A nervous laughter leaves my mouth and I nearly slapped myself in the face for that. What am I doing?, I ask myself. I can't just leave now, can I?
»Are you sure?«
»Yes«, I say and take on my shirt.
Before I leave I walk up to Justin who stood up as well and hug him. Although he's only in his boxers I try to stay focused on what to say next.
»Thanks for the wonderful night, Jay«, I say and give him a kiss on the lips.
Our eyes meet afterwards and I wait for an response.
»Take care, kitten«, he replies making me grin wide.
Only a minute later I get out of his house. I take a deep breath and immediately call my best friend. She always knows exactly what to do.
»Y/FN?«
»Hey, girl! What's up? Are you good?«, she wonders.
I look around the streets to make sure nobody is listening. Those paparazzi could be anywhere.
»I don't know. I thing I did something horrible«
»What happened, Y/N?«, she asks me concerned.
I tell her not to worry until I find the right words to explain my situation. Just after I repeat the scenario in my head I feel honestly guilty.
»Justin told me he loves me and I didn't say it back«
»What?!«, Y/FN shouts through the phone,»Why?«
I knew this was coming. That's why I called her. She'll tell me the truth.
»I-It was so sudden and I-I think I was...afraid or something«
»Afraid of what?!«
»I don't know!«, I raise my voice frustrated.
Sometimes I do shit like this. I always mess everything up. As soon as something good happens in my life I mess it up. But this time I was just too overwhelmed. It's the first time that I'm in such a relationship. I don't want things to go too fast.
»Whatever, I have to go home now«
»See you there in five minute. Love you«, Y/FN says and hangs up.
I look at my phone surprised and smile lightly. Next station: Home.

*Justin's pov.*
»She didn't say it back?«, Fredo wonders.
After Y/N left I grabbed my phone and called Alfredo. He's my best friend and the one who could help me the most since he's in a relationship with Y/FN.
»Yes!«, I reply and sigh,»What should I do now? What does this mean?«
»First you have to calm down, bro. I think she loves you but maybe she was afraid or something«, he tells me.
I think about it for a moment and run my hand through my messy hair. This whole situation
shouldn't bring me down that much but I finally said the three words to her and she just left me. I believe that Y/N feels the same way. The only thing I don't understand is why she didn't say it back.
»But why would she be afraid?«
»I don't know«, Fredo replies,»I will talk to Y/FN about it. Let's see what I find out.«
I nod thankfully although he can't see me. Suddenly my phone rings. I take a look at it and see an unknown number on my lock screen.
»There's someone else on the line, Fredo. I'll be right back«, I tell him and accept the other call.
»Hello?«, I say hoping it's not a fan who found out my number.
Actually that happens to me a lot so I have to change my phones pretty often.
»Hey, Jus!«
»Selena?«, I wonder confused.