Fame Or What?

Part 22

Throwback to the last part: You told Y/FN all about your fight with Justin and she explained to you that she saw him that day since she was with Fredo in his hotel room. Then Luke said you had to choose between him and Justin. Thereupon you invited Luke to your home. At the end Justin called you and broke the contact with you.
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*Your pov.*
Stunned I stare through one of the windows in my room. Justin's call completely confused me. Before I feel tears form in my eyes I hear my phone ring. Quickly I pick up the call in hope it's Justin.
»Hey, sweetie!«, I listen to the voice of my mom greet me.
Disappointed I look at the ground and give my best to sound as happy as I can.
»Hey, mom!«, I reply whipping some tears off my cheeks.
»Y/N, why are you in the news again?!«, I hear my dad shout from the speaker.
I totally forgot about this, I think to myself and gulp down hard.
»Wait for a moment«, my mom interrupts him,»First of all how are you, honey?«
»Good«, I say nervously and try to avoid the subject with me and Justin on the news with a question,»How is your business trip?«
»Well, it's pretty exhausting but it's also a lot fun since we're able to be in another city«, she answers.
After that an uncomfortable silence follows. I feel my heart beat faster and try to breath in a steady pace.
»So, Y/N«, my mom starts to tell me,»we read the news this morning and-«
»The article says: Justin Bieber and his affaire, Y/N, had their first fight«, my dad says more calm than before,»How could this happen?«
I try to think about a good response but can't say anything. My mouth is shut and I only look at the blank space in front of me.
How could this happen?, I ask myself again.
»The media is exaggerating the whole story«, I tell my parents.
»We know that but still you are all over the news and the worse thing is that you are called an affaire of this Bieber kid«, my dad raises his voice.
»It was an accident«
»Accident or not you should be ashamed«, he says and I feel the tears roll down my heated cheeks.
As if I don't know already that I did a mistake.
»Darling, dad doesn't mean it like tha-«, my mom starts to tell me but I interrupt her.
»No, he's right and yes I am ashamed of being called his affaire but I know what really happened between us«, I explain,»But anyways I already broke the contact with him.«
»You mean with Justin?«, both of my parents wonder.
I bite my lower lip trying to maintain my tears. Just thinking about Justin's call makes me want to cry for forever.
»Yes«, I tell them and change the subject,»I have to eat now. Till tomorrow!«
»We love you«, I hear my parents say before I hang up.
Now I'm all alone. Sighing deeply I let myself fall on the bed. Staring at the ceiling above me I feel something salty in my mouth and notice myself crying.
Why did he do this to me?, I ask myself. My own idol doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. That's terrible! But is he still my idol after all of this?
Quickly I stand up from my bed and wipe my tears away.
I won't have a break down now, I tell myself. Luke is coming in one hour so I have to get everything ready.

After some minutes of cleaning up the whole apartment I hear the doorbell ring. I check my outfit and open the door.
»Hey, you are ear-«, I start to say but stop as I catch sight of the person in front of me.
»Hey, I thought about everything and drove here as fast as possible«, Justin tells me totally out of breath,»We need to talk.«
Lost in thought I examine him. His hair is very messy and the red hoodie he's wearing fits his figure just perfectly. It's hard not to stare at his face the whole time but somehow I manage to focus more on the anger I feel for him.
»Sorry, but I don't have time now«, I reply and want to shut the door but Justin stops me.
»Please, just one minute«, he says desperately looking in my eyes.
»I can't«
»Please«, he tells me and I give in.
Groaning I open the door wide for him to enter. Justin steps in my apartment.
»Are your parents here?«, he wonders.
»No«, I answer and walk in my room.
Justin follows me and sits on my bed. I take the chair in front of my desk and sit on it.
»What do you want to talk about?«, I ask sternly.
»About the call some hours ago«, he starts to say.
»You mean the call where you said our lives are too different and you want to break our contact?«, I wonder playfully.
He stares at the ground nervously and nods. I watch him run his hands through his soft hair and sigh a bit.
I might be pissed at him but he still looks hot, I think to myself.
»It's just that I don't want you to think that I am using you only for attention so I thought it's the best to break our contact. I don't want you to be on several news only because of me«, Justin begins to explain,»But one hour ago I realized how important you are to me. Every time when I looked on my phone today I wished there would be a message from you and then I noticed that I need you.«
Shocked I stare at him and feel tears form in my eyes.
»Are you sure about this because if you're lying my father is going to kill you«, I tell him smirking lightly and Justin laughs.
»I really want this to work. I want us to be the best friends ever because I l-«, he says but gets interrupted by the doorbell.
Suddenly I remember Luke.