Fame Or What?

Part 40

Throwback to the last part: Justin and you were at dinner with your parents. Your dad asked Justin some questions and found out that he's planning on taking you with him on his tour. At the end of the night you told Justin that you love him.
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*Your pov.*
»You must be excited for today«, Y/FN says while walking beside me on the empty pavement.
I turn on my heels and behold of her elegant figure in the dim sunlight. She stares at me with her eyes wide open. A bright smile plays upon her lips.
»Why?«, I wonder and let out a tired yawn,»Because the weekend is over and I finally can go back to school? Not really.«
»No!«, she replies rolling her eyes shortly,»I mean, aren't you nervous about the interview this evening? After all it's a big step that you make in your life.«
Inhaling the cold air outside I look up at the cloudy sky. Y/FN is right, it is a huge decision that I made which will change my whole life. Attending the interview at the Ellen Show with Justin to announce that we are in a relationship is actually pretty scary. Almost the whole world will know about it. I'm afraid of what the people will think about us but mostly what Justin's fans will think about me. I was a belieber before starting to date Justin which means I got a bonus point but still I have no idea how much this will effect my life. I'm not ready to be famous yet but I surely can't wait to go out with Justin without always having to hide our relationship like we had to do the last past days.
»I know it'll be hard but I want this and I'm sure I can handle anything«, I reassure her.
As I tilt my head to the side Y/FN faces me and stops walking. I do the same and just a moment later she hugs me.
»I'm so happy for you, Y/N«, she whispers in the crook of my neck.
I nod thankfully and softly pull away from her grip.
»I still remember the day my parents said they wouldn't buy me the tickets for the Justin Bieber concert and we cried the whole night long«
»It was horrible«, Y/FN sighs causing us to laugh,»And now look at us. You are together with one of the most popular singer in the whole wide world and I'm dating his best friend.«
As those words leave her mouth I first need some time to process them. Suddenly everything seems surreal. I feel like I'm in a dream and I don't want to wake up because it's just too beautiful.
»We got the jackpot«, I state.
Giggling amused we enter the school hallway. Instantly my smile fades and nervousness spreads in my body. Luckily nobody is staring at me like the other day in school when everyone saw the newspapers with me and Justin in it. I don't want to know how they'll look at me after they watched the interview tonight.
»Have you and Fredo planned anything today?«, I ask Y/FN while we take out our school stuff from our lockers.
»He said he wants to take me somewhere special since he has to leave tomorrow for some days«, she explains.
As she begins to sniff I caress her back lightly. She turns to face me and wipes away a tear which was rolling down her cheek.
»He'll be back sooner than you think«, I say and suddenly the school bell rings.
We close the lockers and make our way to the classroom. I take a look at my schedule and groan audibly. Math. As I enter the room I accidentally bump into somebody.
»I'm s-«, I start to apologize but as my eyes meet his green eyes I stop.
Awkward silence surrounds us. I watch Luke checking me out for a second before I examine him. He's wearing a white long shirt with a slim military jacket and some tight black jeans. His sneakers are white and I notice a golden watch on his wrist. Surprised of his new look I take a step back.
»Hey, Y/N«, I hear his husky voice greet me.
»H-hey«, I respond.
He gives me one last glance before walking out of the classroom. I turn around and furrow my eyebrows.
»Luke!«
»Don't!«, he replies rigidly,»I'm over it!«
Shocked I face his muscular back. Then he leaves and I take a seat in the room in which we're going to have math. I look at Y/FN wondering where Luke could've left but she only shrugs. The whole time I can't think about anything else but my ex crush. Why did he go away? Did he just want to avoid our conversation? Does it hurt him to see me? What's wrong with him?
»Y/N!«, I listen to a female voice shout at me.
Immediately my thoughts vanish and I focus on my teacher. She seems very pissed making me look around the classroom. Everyone is staring at me including Y/FN. I look at her panicky. She points at the board and I notice a complicated formula written on it.
»I'm sorry for interrupting your wonderful daydream«, the teacher says causing the students to laugh,»But I'd like you to get a chalk and write down the solution of the formula.«
Nervously I stand up from my seat. I examine my surroundings and feel my legs turn into pudding. As I make my way to the board I see Luke open the door and walk in the classroom. Instantly our eyes meet. I examine his messed up hair and gulp down hard as I look at his lips.
»Mr. Parker«, the teacher greets him,»May I know why you are 30 minutes late?«
»I wasn't feeling good«, he answers.
His gaze is still fixed on me and I literally start to feel the sweat pouring down my forehead. I know that he lied but why? What did he really do and why is he staring at me as if he feels sorry for me?
»Next time you should tell me first before leaving«, she tells him and he nods politely.
After that Luke sits down on a seat right in front of my table. Again everyone is focused on me but as I try to solve the formula I fail. The whole thing with Luke is bothering me making it impossible for my brain to work properly.
»Y/N, did you fall asleep?«, the teacher wonders.
I hear some guys in the front row chuckle. One more time I try to concentrate but I don't succeed.
»I don't know the solution«, I mumble under my breath.
»Alright, of course that will tear down your average mark in math but never mind«, she tells me and I quickly rush to my seat.
The whole lesson is a pure disaster for me and I'm very happy as the school bell rings. I walk out of the classroom as well as the others but when I look out for Luke he isn't anywhere to be found.
»Who are you searching?«, Y/FN wants to know.
She follows my gaze but as I sigh a frown forms on her forehead.
»There's something wrong with him«
»Do you mean Luke?«, she wonders clearly confused.
I nod but right after shake my head.
»It feels like he isn't himself«
»Y/N, it's really friendly of you wanting to help people but he probably just needs sometime without you being around after all that happened«, Y/FN explains and I agree.
I'm sure that she's right but I feel bad because of how things got out of hand at the festival and in the hospital. Luke said he's over it but somehow I can't believe him. The guilt is haunting me. Whatever, we make our way to the cafeteria now. I buy myself an apple and a coke for later before sitting down on one of the tables. Y/FN joins me and I start to tell her about the dinner yesterday.
»Wait, Justin wants to take you with him on tour?«
»Yes«
»That's awesome!«, she squeals making me blush.
After I ate my apple and we talked a bit more the break is over and I quickly make my way to the toilets. Actually I only wanted to wash my hands and get to class but as I hear voices in one of the cabins I wait for the door to open.
»Luke?«, I wonder startled,»Cassie?«
What does this bitch has to do here? I watch them walk out of the toilet together. Both their clothes are completely messed up. I remember that I first met Cassie on Luke's party but I also remember that she was a total freak.  I feel Luke staring at me now but I'm too shocked to do or say anything. Tears start to form in my eyes but I blink them away. I don't know why I'm so emotional but I guess it just hurts to see that he already moved on.
»Y/N-«
»Don't!«, I tell him this time,»You got over it. I get it. Have fun with this hoe!«
Before Cassie can defend herself I run out of the bathroom. I walk to the room I have my next lesson in and find Y/FN.
»What happened?«, she asks as she notices my wet cheeks but I don't answer her.
I try to forget about the scenario which happened only a second ago but when I see Luke and Cassie walking towards the class with their hands interlocked I almost throw up. I hate my life.

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