This is based on what i'm going through.
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C H R I S ' S P O V ~
Nobody understands me, not even my parents. I have so many dreams and ambitions but they they keep getting crushed or delayed. I feel like i have let down my family especially my dad since he has a PhD. It's so hard to live with a parent that has very - i mean extremely high expectations.
I want to run away, i want to be lost and not be found. i can't take this anymore. My heart, my soul, my mind is almost on the verge of collapsing.
oh no, wait! it has already done that.
i can just hear those words that my dad said loud and clearly.
"you won't get enough out of that!"
"i did not struggle to get this PhD for you to become some reckless hairdresser!"
"your grades are so slow, i wonder how you'll make it far in life!"
"look at your siblings and friends, they are doing well. why can't you?
i wanted to be a better brother and a better son.
why can't they understand that i don't want to follow in their footsteps.
I looked at myself in the mirror and i saw my ugly face reflecting back at me. i took a deep breath in trying to handle my emotions like a man but i looked up and there was a tear falling. A tear of giving up, a tear of hurt, a tear of pain, a tear of silence.
"i can't take this anymore!" i said as I started speaking quietly before i started sobbing.
"Don't let me be gone!" I said to myself as i looked at my ugly self in the mirror.
"DON'T LET ME BE!" I screamed as i was fighting the demons inside my head.
They were laughing, laughing at me, laughing at my failure. I bursted out crying as i place my hand near my neck trying to choke myself. i moved my hand away as i took a deep breath.
"There is no distraction to make what is real!" I said as i looked at myself.
I heard a knock on the door as i stayed quiet and the door opened to find Harry finding me in this state. A state that i was hoping that he will never find me in but he did.
He knows what i'm going through, he came closer and hugged me as i sobbed into his chest. He carries my fragile body to the bed and lays me down.
"Now, i just sit in silence!" I said quietly.
"Babe, are you okay?" He asks.
I responded to question...
