Harry's POV~
I feel like my friends dislike me.
Please don't say it's normal to feel that way because it isn't.
Whatever I say, they look at me and take me as if i'm a weird person. They always tell me to shut up in some anger tone. Could they really be annoyed with me?
If I am annoying them, I wish they'd tell me. I know they say that truth hurts but sometimes it hurts a lot even though I show it.
Sometimes, they bring me down. I lose my motivation for things I love to do.
They always complain, if i talk or point out my insecurities and flaws. I CAN'T FUCKING HELP IT, I SEE IT EVERY DAY.
It doesn't help they say that I'm like this or like that. Yes, I motherfucking know. I was a shy person in the beginning and now I'm a loud boisterous person with no fear.
Does anybody even care about me?
I think they don't.
I want to be different but I don't want to change myself for anyone. I've done that in the past, where I kept pretending. It ruined me mentally.
"Harry, why are you crying?" JJ asked feeling concerned.
5 others turned their heads to see that I was crying.
"Why do you guys fucking care? It's not like you even cared from the start." I said in an anger tone as I left the room with them calling my name.
"JUST, SHUT THE FUCK UP." I screamed as I stomped up the stairs to my room.
I slammed the door and jumped onto my bed face down on my pillow and started crying violently. I wanted Simon to be here but he was at his house making videos with Manny.
One hour later...
I don't know how long have been here but I feel somebody's body beside me. He runs his hands through my hair, I recognise those movements. I turned my head to could look at Simon.
"Babe, what's wrong?" He asked as he laid down beside me.
"Do you guys hate me?" I said as my voice croaked from all the crying.
"What? No, what made you think like that?" Simon said as he touched my face and caressed it gently.
"Because I feel like you do. I don't want to sound like a very dramatic person but it hurts when I hear them say that I am annoying or being like this or like that. I understand I can be annoying because I love to give people the happy side of me, if i didn't people would be wondering what is going." I said as I fiddled with his fingers.
"I know, they always tell me the truth but sometimes when they tell me the truth it's hurtful to me. Generally, i wouldn't care but I'm now feeling sad." I said as I got up and rested my head on his chest.
"First of all, we don't think you're annoying. You just do things different from other people. I think that you have a very special personality, not everyone has that quality. Obviously, I, speaking as your boyfriend. I love it when you act your own way because I feel like I can be real with you." Simon explained as he rubbed his hands through my hair.
I looked at him and smiled gently as he pecked my lips.
