i'm changing it like this^
너무아파 - neomu apa - it hurts/hurts a lot.
in this harry is a fan of kpop.
any korean songs will be translated under italic or in bold
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Harry's POV;
Hello, it's me.
I'm the boy that you fell in love with.
The boy, who you gave my everything.
I'm also that boy, who was there for you when everyone was snakes and I was real.
Everything was going great until I found out that I was just a replacement. A fucking replacement because you couldn't handle the break up of your ex-girlfriend.
Here I am sitting in this room by myself, I am in pain. If you didn't want me, you shouldn't have played your game but then it's my fault because I fell in love, I was drawn to your joke.
My heart is hurting but you don't seem to give a shit, what can i do? It's not like i can paint over the broken heart and pretend that everything is going to be okay, when it isn't.
I sat on my bed as I feel the tears running as I heard Got7's song playing in the background. I listened to their voices and my heart was singing with the tears.
"Gipi pago deureowa."
"neoui geu haengdong, maltu hana."
"modeun ge da ttoryeoshaejyeo."
"babo gateun nae gaseumeun wae jakku ireoneun geonji"
I closed my eyes and felt their voices in my ears, I got ready as I wanted to sing Jaebum's part.
"Neomu apa." I sang with my aching heart.
I turned my head to the left and saw all my posters of my kpop groups, I had only one idea and that was to travel to be out of England for a bit. I pulled my phone out and dialled my mum's number.
Me; hi, mum?
Mum; hey harry, are you okay, darling?
Me; can you find me some air plane tickets to Seoul in South Korea?
Mum; of course hun, why is that?
Me; I want to get over this break up with me and Simon.
Me; I need to get out of the house more anyways.
Mum; oh darling, i'll sort out your tickets and i'll text you if i'm lucky to get a plane ticket for tonight.
Me; thanks mum, i'll sort out the hotel.
Mum; okay darling, see you soon.
I got my laptop out and booked a room at an hotel where I could stay for a month because it's needed right now, I said my goodbye and I startled when I saw Simon standing in the doorway.
"What do you want? I'm not going to be your toy." I said in angry tone.
"So you're going to Korea, huh?" He ignores me.
"Why do you care? We aren't even together." I said rudely.
I heard him sigh as I got my suitcase out from under my bed and started packing. He walks over to me and suddenly stops me, I sighed as I looked into his eyes, suddenly remembering all the memories.
"You can't go!" Simon said.
"AND WHY CAN'T I? IT'S ALREADY BAD ENOUGH THAT YOU HAVE BROKEN MY HEART. EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE REMINDS ME OF YOU AND THAT'S TOO MUCH FOR ME. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?" I yelled as I was in a nervous breakdown.
"I just wanted to say that I was very stupid and didn't think about your feelings. I want us to be whole again." Simon said as he sat on the bed looking at me
I sighed as I remembered that I couldn't any grudges anymore, I throw my body on him as I hugged him and he held me.
"Okay, we are going to start as friends, I'm not ready to be in love right now." I said as I wiped my eyes.
"Are you seriously going to Korea?" Simon asked.
"Yes, I need to get out of England for a bit." I told him.
"How long?"
"Two months." I said as I heard a heavy sigh escape his body.
"Well, I'm going to miss you." He said.
"I'll miss you too and if i feel lonely, I'll fly you out to Korea." I chuckled as I could hear his heartbeat in my ears.
"Do you even know you're way around Korea?" Simon said doubtfully.
"Obviously, I travel there often and stay for up to four months sometimes." I said.
"Oh, so that means you can speak the language?" Simon asked.
"Yes. I also learned Korean in Uni but i'm not really fluent." I told him.
