Another Fan Girl

The streets of LA.

Elijah's POV

I stayed in for days at a time, ever since everything happened.
I barley spoke to anyone and I lost almost all my friends, but I didn't care.
Through it all, there was always one girl who was always on my mind.
Y/n.
I knew she had chosen Denis. And I felt like crap.
It's like the world hates me, but what did I do?
I always tried my best to be nice
I never took a drink of alcohol
I care about everybody. But nobody cares about me.
My doctor had said I had fallen into depression, but I didn't believe him.
He tried to put me on anti depressed pills, but I wouldn't take them and I still don't.
Someday, y/n will choose me, I'm gonna wait here until she does,
I've been waiting for 8 months, what's a few more.
I gave her until the end of December. If she wasn't mine by then, then We will see.

These thoughts ran through my head every day.
I kept telling myself every day, but sometimes I didn't want to wait.
Honestly, it was the only thing keeping me from putting that bottle to my head.
She had spoke to me a few times after everything, but only for stupid things like homework and stuff when she didn't have Sophia.
Now, she was in a different country with Denis. And here I was, staying in my dark room doing nothing but playing video games and eating Doritos all day.
Even my YouTube career isn't doing well.
I guess fans just see that I'm not happy. I'm not.
How is it fair that I can give my everything to everybody, and get nothing in return?
That's not fair.
And quite honestly, I didn't care anymore. I cut every contact I had with humans out.
I didn't do collabs with any of my friends anymore. And my views have gone down.
I barley even speak with Ethan anymore.
And it's all over this one girl.
Maybe I'll kiss her one last time when she comes back. I don't care if she wants to or not. I need to feel it.
My days were boring, until I decided to see Adriana in the hospital.
We don't know each other well, but maybe we can.
I drove to the hospital and they let me right into her room
She was sitting in her bed, eating yogurt and watching one of Corls videos.
I could see she was sad, watching his videos.
"Hey" I gave her a side smile.
"Oh hey Elijah! How's it going? What are you doing here?" She asked, turning off the YouTube
"I came to see you!" I smiled and sat in the chair next to her
She blushed a bit and smiled.
"I haven't had a visitor in days." She stated.
"Not even your parents?" I asked, immediately knowing I shouldn't have said anything.
She looked down
"Uh, no."
"Well I'm here. So what happened anyway?" I asked
"Well Denis was really drunk, and he didn't know how strong he was and he was trying to play rough with me, but he tossed me across the bed and I hit my head on the edge of his bed." She explained
  I raised my eyebrows "ouch."

I actually ended up staying there for a few hours, which surprised me. She was a cool girl, she had so many stories to tell.
  Before I left, I knew I just had to do It.
I don't know what or who told me to, but I kissed her.
I don't even know if I was allowed to at a hospital.
It was a short kiss, but it meant the world.
She pulled away and hit her lip blushing uncontrollably
I just laughed and left, feeling macho.
I went to the part and sat at my tree
Wait, do I love Adriana?
No, I barley know her.
But it seems like she likes you.
No. You love y/n.
But she doesn't love you!
It's like 2 sides of my brain and my heart were having a fight,
When I kissed her, I felt the same way I did when I kissed Y/n.
Maybe I should try for Adriana. Or Kermit or whatever.
Yeah, I'll do that.

Denis POV

I took her out to a nice dinner and we sat and talked. Just like we always do.
We want back to our hotel room and watched Judge Judy for some odd reason.
It was a pretty average night, just in a different city.
Then y/n got a text.
She read it and laughed a bit,
"You won't believe this." She said, reading it over.
"What happened?" I asked, sitting up
"Elijah kissed Kerm." She said smiling.
"So is he just gonna go around kissing everybody now?" I joked.
"No. In the long run, this is better, he won't be thinking  about me." She replied.
Good point.
"Hey. We should get some drinks." She suggested
"No way." I replied,
"Why not?"
"I don't trust myself. Not around you," I said.
"What do you mean?" She seemed confused
"You saw what i did to Kermit. I can't let that happen to you." I said
"That's why I love you." She smiled and rested her head on my chest
I felt good. I gave up a drink.
It was worth it anyway.
I couldn't even trust myself around liquor.
"Y/n, I've gotta tell you something." I stammered
"Oh no..." she moaned.
"Do you remember that time we were broken up for a little bit, when Elijah kissed you?"
"I remember how miserable I was"
"I need to be completely honest...I hooked up with Rosa" I said, rubbing my eyes.
She jumped up. "You what?"
"I'm so sorry, you know I would never cheat on you. I was drunk. I wasn't thinking!"
"You hooked up with a girl who hates my guts because you were drunk?!" She was pissed.
I put my hands on her hips. "I am so so so so so sorry, y/n. I really am."
She shook them off and walked out, pulling on her shoes and grabbing her jacket.
"Where are you going?" I asked, standing up.
"To cool my head." She reached for the door handle but I grabbed her wrist.
She flinched instantly
"Not alone. People here are dangerous. Especially when it comes to a beautiful girl like you." I said, not letting her go.
"Don't play that game with me, Denis, I know what you're doing." She jerked her hands away
"What?!" I asked, annoyed,
"You are sweet talking me. I need to be alone right now. I might be back." She slammed the door and walked down the hotel hallway.
Haha, you thought I was going to let her go by herself.
Hell no.
I threw on my black hoodie and raced out the door, keeping an eye on her.
I wasn't suspecting her to cheat, I needed to keep watch over her.
I saw her cry a bit as she reached the edge of the street, but I knew I couldn't go up to her or she would be mad.
   It was like a scorpion sting to the heart every time I saw her cry and I wasn't there to hold her
Sure enough, she hadn't even gotten a half mile and she was catcalled by some creepy druggie.
"Damn Mami." He said, staring at her.
I immediately threw the man to the ground, warning him not to harass her like that anymore,

About a mile down, a man probably in his early 40s came up to her.
"Hey sexy, how you doin?" He said creepily.
My hand clenched into fists.
"Go away," I heard her say.
I knew my baby would stay faithful.
About 5 minutes later, the man pulled up in a Mustang.
"Come on, mami, lets go for a ride."
Y/n kept walking, but the man wouldn't stop, he got out of his car and began walking beside her, touching up her arm.
I was just about ready to lose it.
Then he did it. He snatched her by her waist and dragged her into the alley they were closest to.
She was far to weak to fend for herself, this was obvious. But the people of the streets did nothing.
He started kissing up her neck and playing with her pant buttons, his hand over her mouth.
I heard her whimpering.
I wasn't going to let us happen.
I pulled my hood over my head and walked over to the man, grabbing him by his neck,
I pushed him up against the wall by his collar,
"If you touch her again, I will cut your dick off and feed it to my dog." I threatened
The man, who was much smaller than me was obviously a bit frightened.
Apparently not enough. He spat in my face.
To this, I began throwing punches at him and tossing him to the ground.
Once I was done with him, I felt her hands on my back.
"Oh my god sir thank you so much, what do you want me to pay you? Can I get you a meal or anything?" She asked me, going through her wallet.
I turned around and it was dark enough so she wouldn't recognize me.
"Just be careful. And listen to your boyfriend, he knows what he's talking about." I replied
"What?" She was extremely confused.
I laughed, then she figured it out.
"Denis?" She asked
"Yeah," I replied, hugging her.
She stayed stiff.
"I'm thankful for what you did but hat doesn't change the facts." She stated.
I sighed. "I know, please forgive me?"
She sighed too, crossing her arms.
"I guess I have to. Everybody knows I'm a wreck without you." She replied,
I smiled and pulled her towards me, kissing her a tiny bit.
  "Promise me you won't go off by yourself anymore?" I asked her.
"Promise."