Another Fan Girl

Coming Back down

Denis POV

Y/n Immediately jolted up and out of my grasp when she finished the phone call.
"Come on. We're going back to the emergency room." She said.
"What?!" We had been there about twice in one week.
She nodded and I thought she was going to cry.
"Sophia...she-" she stopped talking and began crying.
I held her as tight as possible. "She what?"
"She...oh come on. Before it's too late." She dragged me outside and into the car, giving me no answer.
She was in such a hurry that she didn't even bother with proper clothes, she just wore her onesie.
She got to the hospital and ran as fast as she could, not bothering to wait for me.
We were led to a waiting room that held us, and Elijah, who was holding a crying Kermit.
"What's going on?!" I asked, wanting answers
Elijah sighed and looked to y/n
"Is she gone?" Y/n asked.
"Is who gone?! Can somebody please give me some answers?!"
Elijah just looked at me and his eyes saddened. And Kermit just began to cry more,
He nodded to y/n and she dropped to her knees.
"WHAT HE HELL IS HAPPENING?!" I asked
Kermit was the one to answer me this time.
"S-Sophia. S-she...." she began to stutter.
"She killed herself." Elijah finished.
Y/n buried her face in her hands and wouldn't move. I ended up just scooping her yo myself
"She what?!" I said.
Sure, she may be my ex, but she still was my friend, I still care for her.
Elijah nodded and began comforting Kermit who was crying into his shirt.
"What happened?!" Y/n asked, also beginning to stutter.
Elijah just shook his head. "She had depression that nobody knew about..."
"No! Sophia is the happiest person I know!" Y/n said, beginning to cry more.
I didn't cry much, I only let about 2 tears escape. But i know I'll be crying more later when it hits me.
"Um, excuse me" a girl probably around my age asked, tapping on my shoulder

She had long, light brown hair and very pale skin. I think she could blend in with a cloud.
  "Can I help you?" I asked, a bit annoyed.
  She looked a bit scared. "Hi...um. I'm Jenny and I was wondering where Sophia is." She mumbled.
  I sighed, "I honestly don't know, maybe ask one of the nurses here." I answered. She nodded her head and just as I said that, a blonde nurse with black rimmed glasses walked up.
"You must be Sophia Fischers friends?" She asked, pointing at us.
"You must be a genius." Elijah replied.
"I'm sure you've heard the news." She said.
"What news?!" 'Jenny' asked.
Did this girl have a clue?
The nurses eyes widened.
"And who might you be?" She asked.
"I'm her cousin, Jenny. I was told she was here" she said, looking worried.
The nurse nodded and started thinking about how she could say it.
"She...passed. About an hour ago," the nurse looked down.
"Can we see her?" Jenny asked, fighting tears.
The nurse nodded and I carried y/n in.
"No no no no no no no" Kermit cried out
She was lying there. Frail and extremely pale. She had a soft smile across her face but that didn't stop y/n from crying.
I laid her down in the chair next to me and she immediately grabbed Sophia's hand, examining her self harm scars,
"All this time...I didn't even know my best friend was depressed." She said.
I wrapped an arm around her and she started to sniffle.
Kermit was hurt the most though. It was her best friend of 3 years. Gone. Without warning.
"How you doing?" I asked, trying to comfort Kermit.
She didn't say anything, she just starred at the body in dismay. Denial.
"She's taking it in." Elijah said.
I nodded and looked over at Jenny. Her bottom lip was trembling and she was about to cry, but I didn't do anything.
  "How did she do it?" Y/n asked.
  "She bled out." Kermit finally began talking.
  This made Jenny cry. She just sat there re and covered her face with her hands.
I didn't do anything because I barley know her. That would be weird, right?
Y/n wasn't doing good. She looked like she was going to be sick.

Eventually, I had to drag her out of there and take her home.
She was almost catatonic, so I just laid her on her bed and made her some paska.
"You haven't eaten since lunch. It's almost midnight." I said, handing her the food.
She took it, but didn't eat it.
"I can't eat." She said, laying back down.
I nodded and kept watch of her from a distance. She was miserable. She didn't even speak.
  Around 2 am, she was still wide awake, but just laying there doing nothing.
I laid down next to her and hugged her. "It's gonna be okay." I whispered.
She just nodded and shut her eyes. I knew she was crying.
She just lost her best friend and I couldn't do anything to help.
   Then next morning, she woke up and just laid there again. I knew she wasn't going to school.
  "If you're not going, I'm going to stay right by your side." I said, ruffling her hair.
"No. You have things to do." She said
"I don't care. My baby is hurting." I gave her a side smile and she just stared off into space
  Finally she said something.
"Do yo think it was my fault?" She asked
"What"
"Her...suicide." She said.
"What?! No! Listen, y/n. You were one of her best friends in the universe and she loved you. She had depression that nobody knew about. It's not your fault." I reassured her.
I hate it when she thinks like that. It's like she doesn't know she's perfect.
What, she doesn't?
That's weird. She's an angel.
"I guess so. But I still feel like I was a factor." She said, almost crying.
"You know what?! We're going out." I said, cheering her up.
"What" she didn't seem amused.
"Yeah! Let's go see a movie or something!" I said, siting her upright.
"No, you need to go to class." She protested, but I know she wanted to.
I nudged her arm "please? It will be no fun without you!" I whined,
She contemplated the idea for a bit then finally said yes.
I jumped up and picked her up, wrapping her legs around my body and her arms clung to my neck. She was light. Very light.
   At this point she started to cheer up a bit. She kissed my cheek and laughed much more which only made me happier. She was so beautiful when she smiled 😍
  "Denis." She said, on the way to the theatre.
  "Yes beautiful?" I grabbed her hand and smiled at her
  "Did I ever tell you how much I love you?"
I chuckled a bit. "It doesn't matter."
"What?"
"No matter how much you love me, I will always love you more." I replied
"Liar! I love you more!" She squealed.
I just laughed.
"We are ultimate couples goals." I said.
The movie was great but if was when we got home that was real fun.
  I took her in front of the camera and we played a 'Guess that YouTuber' game.
   
     "Hey everybody! Welcome to another GUES THAT YOU TUBER! So today, I have my beautiful girlfriend y/n here with me. And we're going to go ahead and jump right in!"

   The first few we got wrong until it came across one of me, which she guessed instantly.
The picture was one of my favorites because it had y/n in it.
  She was on my lap and her arms were wrapped around my neck and mine were on her waist. She was staring at me, inches from my face with those beautiful eyes and perfect smile, and I was doing the same. Best. Picture. Ever.
 
  It's crazy how she doesn't know she's absolutely perfect. It's obvious to everybody.