Diary full of memories[unedited]

Chapter4

Chapter4:

I push him away."Sorry can't fix everything.Do you know how much you broke my heart?" "Laura,I never want us to be like this.You're the first person I know that have so much common with me,I want us to go back what we used to be.But I don't know how!I tried!But I'm afraid I said something wrong again,and we'll become worse!" I sigh."But you didn't even try.If you are afraid,then maybe we shouldn't talk anymore" I walk away.This time,he didn't pull me back.I walk straight to the place that we found last summer.Our secret music world.I have no idea why I come back here.I open the old heavy wood door.I look around at every single place.I smile when I stop at the piano that we used to practice songs together.I sit down and start to play the song I've listening lately.Begin again-Taylor Swift.I start to play some chords and sing the lyrics.

Begin again-Taylor Swift

Took a deep breath in the mirror

He didn't like it when I wore high heels

But I do

Turn the lock and put my headphones on

He always said he didn't get this song

But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late

But you got here early and you stand and wave

I walk to you

You pull my chair out and help me in

And you don't know how nice that is

But I do

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who

Had as many James Taylor records as you

But I do

We tell stories and you don't know why

I'm coming off a little shy

But I do

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car

And I almost brought him up

But you start to talk about the movies

That your family watches every single Christmas

And I want to talk about that

And for the first time

What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again