Never Let You Go (Carl Grimes Fanfiction)

First Kiss

Samantha's Pov.

Carl sat there with the corpse of his mother, crying holding her hand. Maggie had just left to go find Hershel for the baby.

I walked over to Carl and he looked up to me and stood up.

"Are you ready?" I said sighing.

He looked at me and wiped my tear that was streaming down my face and nodded.

I can tell he was still In shock of what had just happened. He grabbed my hand and I held his tightly. We found Maggie and we went to her and we went back outside to find everyone standing there.

The sun was hiding behind clouds and Everyone had panic in their eyes. Thankfully, my brother was there sitting on the bleachers.

The baby was still crying and all attention went to us.

"Where's T-Dog?" Carol asked and I shook my head.

Rick looked at all three of us. His eyes were pitch black and he looked as if he was about to collapse on the ground.

"Where's- where is Lori?" he asked and none of us said anything.

Rick walked closer to us and we were both looking on the ground. Ricks face scrunched up and he fell onto the ground and sobbed loudly.

Everyone stood quiet, mourning the two loses we had just had.

Carl shook his head and He ran. I ran after him and we were in the cell block all alone.

We went into our cell and he collapsed onto his bed. His face was buried into the pillow and loud cries came from him.

I laid down next to him, crying too.

"Shhhh. It's okay. it's okay. Please don't cry anymore.." I said and he looked at me. I wiped his year away and he took a deep breath.

"I know what you're feeling. I had to shoot my mom too. She was bit, and there wasn't any hope. I stayed with her for the longest, maybe the whole night. She finally turned and then I shot her. My brother couldn't do it, so I knew I had to. " I explained to him, remembering everything in detail. He looked into my puffy eyes and I exhaled.

I sat up and placed my feet on the ground when he grabbed my hand.

I looked over at him as he sat up and and I put my feet back on the mattress, cross crossing them.

"Stay here with me. Please." he pleaded and I nodded. Gosh, our faces were so close right now. I looked down letting a tear fall down my face when he placed his hand under my chin which made our eyes meet.

"I've always wanted to do this, every since I laid my eyes on you." he whispered and he placed his hand on my cheek and our faces inched closer and closer. Our foreheads touched and then- our lips crashed together.

My hands wrapped around his neck and our kiss deepened. A couple moans were escaping our lips when he started to lean over me. He suddenly seemed a lot calmer now, and I didn't want him to be upset anymore. His body was now hovered on top of me, and our lips were moving in sync. He let go of the kiss and applied his lips to my neck. Boy, we were both only fourteen but he was good. I guess it's just the teen hormones Getting us.

I tilted my neck so he can have more space and he interlaced our fingers and he put my hands above our heads. My eyes fluttered open and I gasped slightly.

"C-Carl.... " I whispered and he looked at me with his soft eyes.

"We can't take this to far, no matter how much we both enjoy it...." I said sighing, grinning just a tad.

He kissed me on my lips one last time before softy laying next to me.

A couple minutes past and we were laying down, his arms wrapped around my waist and my head listening to his beating heart.

"How are you right now?" I asked looking at him.

He looked up at the top bunk railings and sighed.

"You know, me and dad actually talked about it before. He said that eventually he was going to die, mom was. I just didn't expect it so soon." He explained and I saw a tear on his cheek.

"Im so sorry about this." I told him and I kissed his cheek.

He nodded his head and looked at me.

"Hey..." he said softly and I looked at him.

"So, are we together?" he asked with hope in his eyes.

"I don't know, are we?" I asked winking at him.

He chuckled softly and looked me in the eyes.

"Samantha, would you be my girlfriend?" he asked smiling.

"Hmmmm..." I hummed teasing him.

"Sure." I smiled and bit my lip.

He sighed and kissed my forehead.

I have a boyfriend in the middle of an apocalypse.

Wow.

JVDSYJBJLIYBSETGCHMKIGVDRG OMG GUYS HOW WAS THIS CHAPTER?! I was so excited to write it and like OMG. tell me what you guys think and please comment and vote! :)