After about 5 minutes of crying on the floor in the public toilets, I decide to get up. "Ow". I'm having a hard time getting up but I managed to get up anyways. My legs are so sore. I walk slowly to the door locking it so no one can come in while I'm putting my clothes on.
"Ow. Shit!". I'm trying to put my pantie back on but it hurts like hell.
I managed getting my pants, pantie, socks and shoes on.******
I almost home. I've been limping and sobbing on my way home from the pain between my legs.I stop in front of the front door of my house. I wipe my tears and tie my hair up neatly. I don't want my family knowing anything that's happened to me. I'm putting my happy face before opening the door.
I see my mum in the kitchen.
G: "Hi mum" I say in the best happy tone I could.
Mum:"Hey sweetheart how was school?"
G:"It was good".
Mum: "That's good to hear. Well I'm making lasagna and for desert we're having- umm....honey are you okay?" She asked after turning around and looking at me concerned.
I freeze for a moment then put a smile on my face.
G:"Of course I'm okay why wouldn't I be okay?" I say nervously.
M: "Well honey, you got blood on your jeans on your lady area sweetheart".
Oh shit!! I forgot that happens when someone loses their virginity.
G:" Oh! Umm..... I forgot to take extra pads to school so I couldn't replace the pad I have on right now" I lied.
Mum:"Oh ok. Well go have a shower. Dinner should be ready after you've freshen up.
G:"Ok mum"
I keep limping my way to the stairs and I can feel my mothers eyes on me.
M:"Sweetheart you don't seem okay. You're limping. What happened? Did someone hurt you?".
Oh shit!! She must be onto me. Stay cool Gabby just stay...cool.
G:"I'm fine mum really I am" I say nervously lying to my mum again.
Mum:"Gabby....you're limping someone did hurt you".
G:"Mum! I said I'm fine!" I say getting really annoyed from her.
Mum:"No you're not! You're-"
G:"MUM!!! I SAID I'M FINE!!! CAN'T YOU GET IT INTO YOUR FUCK'N BRAIN!!!
My mother looks at me so shocked that I yelled at her.
Mum:"ummm.... Ok swe-sweetie. Sorry I just wanted to check if you were really okay" she says to me sadly.
I sigh feeling so horrible for yelling at her. I limp my way to her and wrap my arms around.
G:"I'm sorry for raging at you mum. No daughter has the right to do that to her loving, caring mother. And again I'm sorry mum. Can you forgive me?" I ask with puppy eyes.
She giggle and wraps her arms around me
Mum:"I forgive you Gabby" she says kissing my forehead.
G:"Thanx mum. My legs are sore from squatting too much before playing volley ball today in sports".
I lied to her because that's not the reason why my legs are sore but I did do squats in sport today because Michael told me to since I had to be partnered up with that fuckhead 😡😡😡.
Mum:"Oh ok! I understand".
After that I went upstairs and took a shower.
I was crying during my shower time. Letting all the pain and tears out.
Why me? There's so many girls in school that wouldn't mind having sex with him. Was it a dare? Was he angry? Was he too turned on by me? Does he really want me? Did he..... Use a condom??
Oh shit I don't remember him putting on a condom. I'm pretty sure he put one on when I wasn't looking......I think. He seems like someone who wouldn't wanna be a father at all so he must've put one on.
I'm so angry right now 😬😬. I'm not telling anyone. Not even my friends at school or my sister, the closet person in my life. I'm gonna keep my mouth shut 😯😯😯😯.
After my shower, I wrapped my hair with a towel and dried and lotion my body before putting a towel around my body.
I couldn't be bothered putting on clothes right now so I went and laid on my bed, laying on top of my blanket and pillow looking up the ceiling. I'm feeling really weird today. Today is not a normal day for me but this moment right now is the best moment for me today since there's piece and quiet right now before heading downstairs for dinner.
I hear a knock on my door.
Mum:"Sweetie I'm sorry but we're delayed with the dinner tonight. We're gonna have dinner in half an hour okay because I need to go pick up my papers from my desk at work you're gonna be alright by yourself Gabby?".
G:"I'll be fine mum see you soon".
Mum:"Okay I'll be back soon".
And with that she's gone.
Like I said before I really couldn't be bothered putting on clothes so I put on my silk black robe that end at my mid thighs. I take the towel off my hair and comb my hair.
I turn my SONY speaker on and Bluetooth it to my phone. I play 'Versace on the floor' by Bruno Mars. Oh how I love that song. I don't turn it up too loud. I clear my mind and just lay on my bed feeling relaxed until....
To be continued.......
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MJ Fantasy: She the new girl?
Genç KurguGabby is a 17yo girl starting at a new school Michael Jackson is 17yo boy. (Michael Jackson is a 17yo in Bad Era)