A Nerd Confession

Chapter 11 (Querencia)

A sexy concept needs a sexy make up . Kanina pako nakikipagtalo why? They said a
lipstick will do pero ayaw pa din nila akong tigilan , i know na dapat hindi ako magreklamo but i don't want a makeup!

" Oh just please stop it" saway ko habang hinahawi ang kamay ng isang make up artist . Tinitigan niya ako ng masama.

napalunok ako did i say something wrong ? i just want them to stop . Hindi din naman coloring book ang mukha ko .

" You were the center of the group and expect that there is a lot of people will look at you first than the others, so kung gusto mo manalo para maka alis na kayo sa Class F stay still . " sabi niya . I sigh in defeat , okay they won
wala nakong ginawa at inantay ng matapos angmake up .

tinignan ko ang sarili ko sa salamin as i saw my reflection I'm too far for being a nerd that i supposed to be, napangiti ako ng mapait , i don't want this type of look .

" See your so gorgeous . So change now minutes from now maguumpisa na yung damit mo eh nandon na sa kwarto , Tumayo kana ng ma makeupan ko na si Jenie " sabi ni Plum ang makeup artist na nag make up sakin ,  Si jenie na ang huling me make upan so nagtungo nako sa Room na tinuro niya at nanlaki ang mata ko no way! lumabas ako at hinanap ang president well hindi naman siya mahirap hanapin kasi nasa kabilang kwarto lang naman lahat sila.

" Oh bakit dika pa nagpapalit? You look Pretty good by the way " she said and smile .

" Hindi ko susuotin yon ? wala na bang iba ? I'm sure na meron pangibang damit please . Sinabi ko na papayag ako but not that type of clothes. Hindi ko nga alam kung damit pa siya kasi parang pag sinuot ko eh mapupunit na ! bakit madaming hiwa yung damit? " Tuloy tuloy na sabi ko . Hindi ko susuotin yon no way as in no way!

she sigh before answering pero naunahan siya ni sophia. oh my bestfriend look good on that slutty clothes but the word slut is not in our vocabulary ,

" Maybe you should give her another clothes that is not as revealing as this ,hindi niyo din naman sinabi na ganto yung magiging itsura ng damit , i don't even have a choice that's why i wear this . For me ayoko din neto eh paano pa siya? I know na iniisip niyo na pagkatiwalaan kami but you should consider that she undergo on
that traumatic incident i hope maintindihan mo " sabi ni sophia , she doesn't seem joking she's serious .

" at paano yon ? siya lang ang maiiba ? i know at nauunawaan ko kayo , but how about our class if we fail on this competition? we we'll all dumped you know. And for you " tumingin muna siya sakin at nagpause sandali .

" Please Nie , Try to wear it  i just want you to try it. i know that you don't want to show your beautiful side to other's please think of our class , if we fail and if it happen we will transfer into different schools na mas mababa sa school nato at uulit pa tayo as junior , And all of the companies that we were taking over will wait for six years ! as if we pass on that school, so wala pa ding kasiguraduhan , " she said it is true this school will is just four years at pag dito kami nakatapos No one can manipulate our companies but us . We just have different cases kung bakit kailangang mapatunayan na karapat dapat na kaming mag take over ng kompanya .

" Oh it seems that the all of you got into something trouble , How is it ? " narinig kong tinig ng isang babae sa pinto it's yuri . Lahat ng tao sa room na ito ay tahimik lang ,I look around and i saw despair in my group eyes . 

Bumalik ako sa kwarto na pinangalingan ko kanina at tumuloy ako sa room nayon i nilagpasan ko lang si plum na may sasabihin and when i enter the roomm I saw it again .  I laugh bitterly this is what my clothes looks like  three years ago ,
Ripped and short.