tonight tonight // yuri!!! on ice

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it wasn't long before i realized how badly i'd messed up, how badly i'd begun to hurt her.

she'd seen enough to ask if he'd caught my attentions, something i should have known she'd notice. still later as the days wore on the stale look in her eyes only deepened, and there was no form of affection i could give that would take it away.

i couldn't understand. yuri hadn't taken my heart so quickly, hadn't broken what had been built by the connection fate has dealt us.

after she had drifted off to sleep my teeth would clench, fists tangled in the bedsheets.

why wouldn't she believe in me?

nothing could bring me to anger though, no matter how many times my eyes would glisten over as i'd wondered what i'd done wrong.

perhaps maybe i was beginning to see.

i was drawn so close to yuri, treasuring every moment we spent, loving his laugh and nervous smile every time he thought he had pleased me. my mind discarded the evidence, for friendship was nothing to be ashamed of. but one night I let the word slip past my lips like it was nothing, and felt my heart go limp in my chest.

your boyfriend, then? i'll try my best.

no, i hadn't meant that. not one word. but his rushed denial only furthered my heart's decent and drove my mind to panic.

please, please no. i love my soulmate. only my soulmate.

i promise, i love you. .

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*Author-chan realizes she's been hEckin lazy and hasn't written for days*
gEE-
By golly I gotta get hurryin' so many other things gotta be done
I should be back to regular updates now :3 and hopefully more interesting chaps oms
{Plz comment any mistakes I didn't edit :))}