tonight tonight // yuri!!! on ice

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the guilt inside of me was pushing, growing. i ignored it.

yuri plisetsky showing up out of the blue wasn't something i had expected, nor was particularly fond of. he was talented and worth his own time, but my trip had been about the little piggy. as much as it pained me, i was almost grateful when yuri katsuki won.

on to greater things.

i asked her one night about leaving with us as we competed, so convinced of the future that i'd hardly given her a choice. i ignored the hesitance on her face, the nervousness of her eyes.

she would come no matter what.

everything was working out perfectly. yuri would keep winning, would keep blowing my mind, and my soulmate would stay by my side, where i needed her.

as the competitions went by, my heart grew more ignorant, blinded to her struggles. her hand clenched even tighter around mine before it eventually fell away.

no, no, don't go away.

but you was beside me, asking me to coach him until he left the rink. i was so confused, full of an uneasy conscious and stubborn head. something need to be fixed, but i wouldn't see what was broken.

can she feel the uneasiness riding over me, taste the regret on my lips as i kiss her goodnight?

does she even want me next to her anymore?

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cAn y'all remind Author-chan to update
Bc I'm lazy as heck?¿
Just kick me or smthin-