tonight tonight // yuri!!! on ice

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even in my dreams, she was calling.

every night was a nightmare, cold sweat a rude awakening to the boy wrapped around my limbs and the heavy stone lying in my stomach.

not even our lose hurt as much. nothing near to how her desperate cries broke through me.

the rink was clearing, people filing through the halls as the excitement was spent. yuri's hand was in mine, our rings like molten metal against my skin.

i can hear her...

my fingers slipped away, a limp excuse letting me travel through the crowds alone.

maybe the ice would heal me, as the time before when her and i had made sweet love just before it, listening to the flicker of overhead lights and the slow descent of our discarded skates against the cold ground.

i can't do this...

i can still hear her crying.

my eyes closed, in the desperation of the moment. inside my heart was pulling me, forward, forward.

i would know her voice anywhere.

then i was running, turning bend after bend as i followed the ache in my soul.

they weren't just in my head.

"what the hell is wrong with you, yuri?"

i stopped, just a few feet from the quarter hall, where her voice was ringing. people were streaming out faster, caught in the battle of foes.

"nothing at all; i'm just wondering why you're still hanging around, when it's obvious who Victor wants."

a scoff. i could hear her venom now.

"give it up already! even you can't deny that we're soulmates. just because you decided to throw away yours doesn't mean you can take mine!"

"i can't help it!"

tears threatened to overcome me, regret clawing upwards. i have to end this.

"i want Victor to be all mine! i-i'll make him choose me!"

silence. the soft breath of someone who's good at crying silent.

"i know you love him..."

the sound of knees hitting the tiled floor.

"i know you want him...

"b-but i can't lose him. he's everything to me and i couldn't last if he were to leave."

her sobs had lost control, her words mangled by her thick tears and the shaking of her shoulders.

but i knew the way she spoke, in the same way i knew the color of her eyes when she was smiling.

"Victor Victor i love you please don't leave me i need you more than the world more than anyone that's in it please Victor please-"

i couldn't take it. the ways in which i'd torn my soulmate down.

"dearest!"

i'm sorry, i'm so, so sorry. .

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A small bit of extended argument ^^
Why does no one tell Author-chan to updATE-
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