Without you, I'm nothing

Chapter 11

I made sure we took our time, going slow. I removed my shirt, along with Ben's. We kissed fiercely and I grinded on him, moaning as I felt his hard on. In a matter of minutes we were both naked and I was sat between his legs, preparing to stretch him.

"D-does it hurt?" Ben asked nervously

"Yeah but it gets better, I promise" I kissed him "I'll go slow, okay?" I pushed his legs wide open and he blushed at the exposure. I slid a finger inside of him. He gasped and I felt him clench around me at the feeling of it. Slowly, I added a second and third finger. I smiled at how his face scrunched up.

"Fuck! Right there!" He screamed when I curled my fingers, his cheeks flushed pink

"Don't be embarrassed" I told him "That was cute"

"D-don't call me cute" He muttered

"Awww, sorry, princess"

"Sh-sh-shut u-up" He covered his face with his hands as he let out a high-pitched moan as he thrusted back onto my fingers.

"I think you're stretched now" I pulled out my fingers and he whined at the loss of contact and his legs automatically closed "Open your legs, otherwise this is going to be hard" I smiled

"I feel so.... exposed" He admitted, his hands still covering his face. I removed them.

"It's okay, you're beautiful. Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you. I'll stop if you want me to" I pushed his legs wide open and lined myself up "Ready?" He nodded. I pushed in and he screamed, his nails digging into my back. Once I was fully inside him, I stopped and kissed him.

"Are you okay?" I asked, he wiped his eyes and sniffed "Hey, don't cry. Do you want me to stop?"

"It hurts" He whispered

"I know, do you want me to stop?"

"N-no"

"Sure?" I wanted to be 100% he was going to enjoy this

"Yes"

"Can I move yet?" He hesitated but eventually nodded "Stop me if it hurts too much"

As I thrusted into him, he wrapped his legs around my waist and arched his back in pleasure. It didn't take him long to start to enjoy it and in no time at all he was begging me to go faster, I happily obliged. He was still clawing at my back but I didn't mind it too much. Thankfully he hadn't torn open a scar yet. I found his prostate and within a couple of thrust, he came all over both of our stomachs and chests, screaming my name as he did so. His cheeks were stained pink with embarrassment at how quickly he had climaxed. I was close.

"I'm close but do you want me to stop?" I panted

"Carry on, it feels so good" He groaned "I'm sorry"

"Don't be" I pressed my lips to his and thrusted even harder into him so I would cum more quickly. He whined at how sensitive he was, bucking up his hips. This caused me to pound into him at a different angle and he came for a second time. Fortunately, I climaxed at the same time.

"How are you feeling?" I asked once I'd pulled out

"Good, that felt so fucking good" He his his face behind his hands "I can't believe I came twice and so quickly" He muttered, clearly ashamed.

"It's your first time being bottom" I reminded him, patting his thigh sympathetically "Remember how quickly I came the first time we had sex?"

"When we was 14?"

"Yeah"

"Fuck, you lasted like 30 seconds" He smirked

"Shut up" I laughed "That was my first time having sex altogether"

"It was my first time too! Honestly, who do you think I am?"

"Well you seemed to know exactly what you was doing"

"Oh shut it"

We didn't get dressed straight away, in fact, we didn't get dressed at all. Instead we lay in bed, cuddling, ignoring the sticky cum that still decorated our upper bodies. Ben seemed to have forgotten everything that had happened prior to us having sex and I was in no rush to remind him. However, I was desperately craving a shower.

 "Ben?" No reply. I looked up at him and discovered that he had fallen asleep. Perfect.