Without you, I'm nothing

Chapter 17

Ben's POV

The space beside me was cold and empty. My eyes flew open in panic, Jon wasn't there. Quickly, I bolted up and looked around. Someone rapped their knuckles on the door 3 times before it opened and in walked Grandma.

"Benjamin, why do you look so worried?" She asked as she placed my medication on the bed

"Have you seen Jon?!"

"No, why?"

"I don't know where he is!"

"Benjamin, calm down. I'm sure he's fine. Maybe he went for a walk or he's in the bathroom. I heard the front door open earlier and someone has locked themselves in the bathroom"

"Grandma, please can I have my phone?" I pleaded "I need to call him!"

"Benjamin" She sighed "Just take your medication, worrying like this is not good for you" She was right, I could feel my heart fluttering in my chest.

"Grandma!"

"Benjamin, you won't be doing anything if you don't take your medication!"

"But Jon has to do my injections!"

"Take your pills" She said firmly "I'll go see if he's in the bathroom"

Hurriedly I swallowed my pills and bolted out of the room, I knew where my phone was. The reason I wasn't allowed it was because Grandma thought that using a phone was the cause of my brain tumour. Bullshit, I didn't even have a phone when I was 11. I wrenched open the kitchen cupboard and grabbed my phone before running back upstairs and jumping into bed, utterly exhausted.

"He isn't in the bathroom" Grandma informed me "Why are you so out of breath?"

"I.... just moved too quickly"

"Have a nap, I'll wake you when Jon comes back"

"Okay" I murmured. I waited until I was sure she was out of hearing range before dialling Jon's number. He answered on the last ring.

"''Ello?" His voice was nasally and his words were slurred

"Jon, where the fuck are you?"

"Benjamin!" He shouted before laughing hysterically "Bennnnyyy! Spank me!"

"Jon, where are you?" I repeated

"Come find me! Ha! CUM find me!"

"Are you drunk?"

"YEEEAAHHHHH BOOOIIIII"

"Oh my fucking god. Jon, tell me where you are!"

"I want you to be in me" I felt the front of my pyjama bottoms tighten. I gritted my teeth, I was NOT going to get turned on by that!

"Jon!"

"I wanna feel your big cock inside me! Beeeennnn, I'm touching myself! Ah!" I couldn't get a word in as he started moaning and groaning down the line.

"JON TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT NOW!" I yelled

"Benjamin! Stop shouting and give me that phone!"

"For fucks sake!" I shouted as the line went dead

"Don't you ever let me hear you using that language again! Now stop panicking, Jon is outside" She hissed "And he is behaving in an extremely inappropriate way!"

I shoved my phone in my waistband as I rushed out to find him. He was sat on the steps, half naked, shivering, blood dripping out of his nose and his hand was thrust into his boxers as he jerked himself off. His eyes were closed so he didn't notice me. I crept my hands into his boxers and his eyes snapped open.