Without you, I'm nothing

Chapter 24

Panting, I looked around wildly trying to grasp his location in the room. I felt the tip of his tongue travel from the nape of my neck and up to my hair line.I swallowed thickly.

"P-please" I whimpered "P-please s-s-stop!"

"Just one more shock, Jon" He whispered softly in my ear. I watched him as he reached over to the control panel and pressed the button again. I shrieked and screamed and thrashed about as an intense pain zapped my entire body. It felt as though my body was on fire. A flash went off in the corner of my eye as he captured the moment on his camera. My head was pounding and my vision swam. He ran his cold and bloodied fingers down my naked body, tutting at my limp cock.

"Maybe one more will do the trick?" He grinned evilly

"NO! STOP! PLEASE! AARGHHHH! ARGGHH! HELP ME! AAHHHHHHH! BEN!"

Cold sweat was dripping down my face as Ben shook me awake.

"Hey" He said softly "It's okay, you're okay, I'm here. It wasn't real" But it was, it was so real.

"IT WAS REAL!" I cried

"But it wasn't then, that was just a nightmare" He soothed "Do you want to talk about it?"

"No" I was all of a sudden, extremely aware of the cold breeze circling my naked body

"What?!" Ben asked in alarm as he noted my panicked expression

"Where are my clothes?!"

"You refused to put any on. Why? Do you want some?"

"Yes! You don't understand! Please!"

"Shush, baby. I've got most of your clothes in my wardrobe, go and get something" He dropped a kiss on my forehead "You can switch on the light if you want to"

"Okay" I hopped out of bed, shivering and switched on the light. When I opened his wardrobe, I instantly recognised my old clothes but I ignored them and reached straight for a T-Shirt and some soft grey, drawstring joggers from Ben's side.

"They're at least 10 sizes too big for you, babe" Ben laughed as I pulled on the T-Shirt, it hung down to my knees and slid off my shoulder. The joggers wouldn't even stay up. Ben got out of bed and pulled the drawstring tight, tying it in a bow, ensuring it wouldn't fall down."There you go" He smiled "God, you look adorable" He picked me up and pecked my lips before taking me back to the bed and switching off the light.

I felt so much safer and warmer wearing Ben's clothes. He was still completely naked but that just made it more real that it was finally over. I could feel his warm breath on my neck as I tangled my legs with his. He had body hair now. Not much but enough. I buried my head in his chest as he twirled my hair around his finger.

"I love you" He murmured

"I love you too"