Without you, I'm nothing

Chapter 15

An hour later I walked back upstairs and entered our bedroom. Cum soaked our bed and Ben's body, he had bitten his lip so hard he had drawn blood and I noticed dry tear stains on his cheeks.

"I'm back" I switched off the vibrator for good this time "Are you sorry now?"

"Yes! Oh my fucking god! I won't tease you! Please! I'm sorry!" He cried "Take it out! Please!"

"How many times did you cum?"

"5 times!" I climbed onto the bed and sat on Ben's back as I untied the tie around his eyes

"You got blood on the pillow" I tutted as I went about untieing the rest of his restraints

"Sorry" He went completely limp when he was free. I slipped the toy out of his ass and he groaned in relief. I flipped him onto his back.

"I'm going to clean you up, okay?"

"Sure" He closed his eyes. I licked all the cum off his body, he tasted so good. So sweet.

"Do you want me to run you a bath?" I asked "You look exhausted"

"That'd be nice, baby boy" He murmured

"Okay, I'll be back in a minute" I pushed his damp fringe off his sweaty forehead and kissed it

"Thanks, baby boy" He smiled weakly, his eyes half closed

I ran him a warm bath, not too hot because I knew he hated to be too hot. Lukewarm was the warmest he would allow. I shouted him but he never came, he had fallen asleep. Carefully, I picked him up and slid him in the bath. He woke up rather abruptly.

"Have a nice nap?"

"Mhm"

"I'm gonna go change the bed, okay?"

"Do that later, join me"

"Ben, I'm not having sex in the bath. Last time I got soap in my eyes"

"I don't want to have sex, I just wanna hold you"

"But your bath is basically cold" I pointed out "You know I hate being cold"

"I know, baby" He sighed "Please? I just want to cuddle, if you get too cold you can get out"

"Fine" I stripped off my clothes and got into the bath, I shivered at the temperature "I-i-i-it's s-s-s-s-soc-c-cold" My teeth chattered

"Baby, you're shivering" Ben wrapped his arms around me

"I just get cold easily"

"But why?"

"The cottage I lived in in Bath never had good central heating. It was so cold. When I moved to London, I had central heating... but when Mum lost her job and spent all our money, we never had it again. I'm always cold, Ben. Always. There's never enough heat. Never. I could be hotter then the sun on the outside but I'll never be warm enough inside" Ben sat up and pulled the plug out of the bath "What are you doing?"

"I want you to be warm, even if it's only on the outside" He turned on the hot water tap.

"But you hate being hot"

"I don't care"

"I love you" I smiled

"I love you too, baby boy"

We washed each others hair and bodies before snuggling together. Absent-mindedly, I ran my fingers up and down Ben's abs.