Dea Ezra,
I havent talked to you in a while. Well i feel that people are right leave what happened in 2013 in 2013the past is the past. everything that happened in 2013 was meant to happen. im not going to question why it happened any more.
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school is going pretty good ive made new friends and everything. my favorite class this quater of college is speech. people think i can stand up and give a speech when really i cant. im such a chicken!! but hopefully this class wil teach me that i can stand in front of people and give a speech :) yes thats the class ive made alot of friends in! my closest friends inthat class is Karina Arsh Destiny Danny Nick and Dimitri. that class i look forward to every tuesdays and thurdays. my english class isnt that bad either. i like it ive made friends in that class to but there is 1 kid that likes me but i dont i know cause his friend told me but this guy is kinda rude to me and i dont want to be mean but i dont like him.i like someone else. not going to say who!! sorry ezra but everytime i tell someone it all just ends up being destroyed! but im sure you all ready know its not like guardian angels arent watching me!! haha
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ezra im worried about my family. no not my brothers sister and parents my cousins!!!! i dont want anyone getting in trouble or anyone getting hurt! but i want them to be safe! but if i open my mouth im done! im hated and shund from theri lives which i dont want. should i just let it all disapear? but it will keep happening!! i just dont know anymore.
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so ezra im still waiting on that flower. but take your time not rushing you. well i kinda am its been a while since i asked you. im not demanding it im just wondering if youre here i just want the asurance that you are here with me every step i take forward and maybe sometimes backwards.
thanks again ezra:)
Love Mari
