Dear Guardian Angel Ezra,
Well happy new year! I still haven't received a flower or a sign that you're here but I'm not going stop believing you're not with me. it's a new year and hopefully I start to change a little. oh and merry Christmas too. I didn't forget I haven't wrote to you for awhile I'm sorry.
So Ezra I'm sure you already now what's going on. To be honest Ezra I feel alone like I just want a friend to talk to some one to hug me. I know you'll listen to me and everything that what guardian angels are for right?
Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough. No I'm not thinking of killing myself that one is an unforgivable sin. I won't destroy something god created. But I don't want to be called a little kid any more I'm 18! I just started wearing make up like foundation and mascara that's it! But I get called ugly all the time. it hurts but I just got to stay strong and not believe them. which I won't believe them.
Ezra can you help me I know it's wrong to pray and ask for a boyfriend of a very good guy friend but I mean its really hard everyone talks about their first kiss date and boyfriends and the whole time there talking about that I'm in the corner. to be honest Ezra if that last guy didnt randomly stop likening Me he would have been perfect cause he accepted me for me and didn't want me to change! but I mean everyone looses and gains people in their lives.
So Ezra let's start this year and end it with a bang! just remember I may say I don't have any best friends but I really do and it's you!
Love your gods creation to protect
Mari :)
