S O U L M A T E || COLBY BROCK [COMPLETED]

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Alena's POV

Seeing them two makes me very happy... for them, especially Mia, she really does deserve someone who will love and cherish her which is Colby. But then it makes me sad, sad that I don't have anyone to do these certain things with. Everytime I look at them I smile, but on the inside, I'm hurting, they don't need to know that. It feels like someone is stabbing my heart. I need someone to come stop the stabbing sensation. Whenever Mia isn't around, when I'm home alone, I cry. Sometimes when I'm driving home from work, I cry. I just need someone to come fill this gaping hole.

"Ale, you okay?" Mia asks.

"Yeah I'm fine" I force a smile.

"You sure?" she looked concerned.

"Yeah totally" I say and seemed like she didn't believe me. It's because I'm not.

"Okay lets go then"

As we walk down, I walk behind Colby and Mia. I see the way Colby looks at Mia, he admires her. I see the way Mia looks at Colby, she looks happy, genuinely. I tear up a little then try to blink them away, it fails. I sniffle and they both turn around, I see the sadness in their eyes.

"Alena, what's wrong. Really?" Mia walks over to me.

"Nothing Mia" I wipe away a tear.

"Alena, tell me" she cups my cheeks.

"I'll be inside the car" Colby says, we both nod.

"Cmon Alena, tell me please"

"I'm just so sad" a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Why are you sad?" he eyes start getting watery.

"I'm so lonely Mia!" I cover my face.

"I know you are Ale. I thought this would be fun, the three of us hanging out. But now I see that it's fuckin torture for you" a tear rolls down her face.

"No, it's fine. It was fun, really. I just see the way he looks at you, the way you look at him, the way he treats you. I wish I could have all that" I look up at her.

"I'm sorry Ale. I feel bad now"

"No. Don't. I'm just making this about myself, it was supposed to be about the three of us."

"I try my best not to act like those cheesy couple but sometimes I can't help it. Just look at the idiot" she points at Colby who is in the car singing and bobbing his head to the music, we both laugh and he doesn't seem to notice.

"Yeah he is an idiot" I say smiling.

"I'm sorry again. I won't make you hang out with us anymore" she looks down, "now I know that it tortures you" she looks back up at me.

"I need to suck it up, it's probably how you felt when I made you hang out with Justin and I"

"Don't even bring his stupid name up" she rolls her eyes.

"Sorry, I know you hated him"

"Yeah, he pissed me off"

"Sorry for ruining this whole thing"

"No, it's fine, we all get emotional" she hugs me and I hug back. "Let's go eat" she says opening the door. As I was opening my door, she stopped me.

"Wait out here, I need to ask Colby something" I nod and she closes the door. I can't mouth out what she's saying, I see Colby nob and smile, he takes out his phone and dials someone. Who the hell is he calling? He's on the phone for about two minutes then hangs us. He turns towards Mia and tells her something and looks back at me and smiles, I awkwardly smile back and she rolls down the window "Get in loser, we're gonna go eat" we all laugh.