Locker Room | m.yg + j.hs

v. how it goes.

~yoongi's pov~

wow. i couldn't feel anything as a sit in the car on my way back home from practice. i can't believe i kissed him. sure, it was uncalled for, but the taste of his lips...the way i was so close i could see every pore...every strand of his hair so magnified. he was so beautiful, and i was going to make sure he was mine. even if it took a little lying.

"yoongi." seokjin said, dropping his head."it shouldn't mean much."

"yes it should! i'm convinced that he wanted more." i enthusiastically replied.

"well did he pull away fast? what did he do when you guys stopped?"

i was in denial. i thought maybe, just maybe, convincing myself that he liked me could help me boost my confidence about the whole situation."i've told you everything! you already know that i left as soon as jimin walked in."

seokjin nodded and pursed his lips. he looked like there was something on his mind that he couldn't admit. i mean, we're best friends so he shouldn't be shy–

"i don't think namjoon loves me anymore." he bursted out in tears. did he really have to bring namjoon into this?

"oh." i whispered as i began consoling my friend. i kind of had to help him, so i could make up some phony advice.

"have you two..." i paused at the next sentence."done it yet?"

"yoongi! we aren't even in a serious relationship yet... but do you really think that's why?"

"oh yeah. you guys have been 'thinking about a serious relationship' for months now. i think you should just go for it."

seokjin lifted his wet face up and gazed at me. "and i think you should do the same with hoseok."

"fuck him?"

"no! just go for it. tell him you want to get closer with him, then it should all go well from there."

i chuckled lightly at his words. maybe he was right. i should be more assertive and just straight up tell him that i want to be his 'friend'. i hope seokjin's advice is effective...
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i called his name over and over again from the opposite side of the courtyard. he still didn't respond.

"hoseok! hoseok!" and finally, he spared me a glance. i waved my hand and beckoned him to come over to the corner i was standing at. today he wore a green polo shirt and black jeans. so cute.

"hey there's a party tomorrow, at namjoon's place and i was wondering if you wanted to come?" i paused and looked down at his feet."i can give you a ride. you can even spend the night at my house if things get a little crazy."

he smiled brightly and softly bit his lip. "sounds great."

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sorry this chapter was so boring but wait for chapter 6 it's gonna get juicy let me tell youuuu