Smile Always // Preferences // Markiplier, Ethan, Tyler

You're Insecure

A/N: You all are so frick frack diddily dack patty wack snick snack crack pack slack mack quarterback crackerjack biofeedback backtrack thumbtack sidetrack tic-tac-ing beautiful and don't ever flipping forget it.

Requested by existentialgoner

Mark:

"Dinner's ready!" Mark called out from the kitchen.

'Ugh' you thought. Mark hadn't been home a lot for the past weeks so you could skip meals. You were trying to lose weight to have a perfect body like all those models in magazines. You'd lost a few inches on your stomach but it wasn't enough for you. You walked through the kitchen "mm smells good" you said to Mark as you sat down, you weren't lying, it smelt really good. He kissed your forehead as he placed your plate of spaghetti in front of you.

"Thanks babe," He said, sitting opposite and started to dig in. You looked at the food in front of you and thought of all that fat that would be added to your body which you didn't need. "What's wrong? Do you not like it, Hun?" Mark asked concerned.

"No it's fine!" you fake smiled and took a bite of the food.

"You're lying you don't like it!" Mark exclaimed upset

"No no it's fine really you're a great cook baby, it's just-" You didn't know what to say

"Are you okay babe, because I've noticed you've lost an unhealthy amount of weight." you smiled knowing you were achieving your goal. Mark noticed that you smiled "You're not starving yourself are you?" he asked genuinely worried.

You froze not knowing what to say at all.

"Oh my god" you heard Mark mumble, you then felt his presence beside you and brought you into a tight hug "Tell me it isn't true" You let a tear fall down your face before Mark whipped it away.

"I ju-just want to lose a few pounds and be skinny enough-"

"Enough for what! For what?!" Mark yelled getting angry. You didn't expect him to react like this

"Mar-"

"No! How could you do this to yourself? Do you think this is healthy? Do you think this is a good idea?" He yelled, you were starting to get scared and upset, realizing this was a bad idea. You brought your legs to your chest and stared at the ground crying.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, (Y/N). I didn't mean to yell at you like that. It-Its just" he sighed "I want you to stop doing this okay, You do not need to be stick thin to be considered 'pretty' or 'beautiful' because you're already beautiful, you might not see it but you are. You need to trust me and believe when I say this okay Y/N. Never do this to yourself every again you hear me" He pulled you into a tight hug.

"O-okay" you mumbled into his chest

"I love you so much, I don't want to lose you" He said still holding you tight.

Ethan:

"Are you ready?" Ethan called out from downstairs. Last week he asked you if you wanted to go to PAX South with him and you really weren't all for it because you thought the girls there were going to look gorgeous all dressed up, and then there's just you, nothing special. Ethan walked into the bedroom, heading towards you.

"Princess, what are you doing? We have to go in 15 minutes!" he exclaimed because you were just sitting on your shared bed in pants and one of his t-shirts.

"Ethan" you sighed "I don't think I want to go, you just go without out me. I don't feel like going out tonight" He walked across the room and sat next to you.

"What are you talking about you were excited when I told you about PAX."

"Yeah, but that was before I realized how pretty all the other girls are going to look and I don't want to be next to them looking like, like myself." You replied with a tear rolling down your cheek, quickly whipping it away before Ethan noticed, but it was too late.

"Like yourself?" he held your face in his hands "You mean absolutely gorgeous? You are so much more than them, (Y/N), so much more! Why can't you see it, I hate when you feel like this I tears me apart. Please please don't think of yourself that way. You are perfect. Unbelievably perfect and I need to you understand that, okay? You might not be perfect to everyone but that doesn't matter, (Y/N), I love you so much. Please just believe me." Ethan spoke now with tears rolling down his cheeks" You leaned in and gave him a kiss, not knowing what to say "Now go pick a dress so I can show off my girlfriend to everyone." He said with a smirk and you giggled.

Tyler:

You made your way downstairs, quickly heading to the kitchen passing Tyler, who was sitting on the couch watching TV. Before you entered the kitchen, you stopped at the mirror. You turned around, noticing how much weight you believed you were gaining. Looking at your legs and lifting up your shirt looking at your stomach. You hated this. You saw Tyler looking at you in the reflection, you quickly let go of your shirt and walked into the kitchen hoping he wouldn't say anything. You got some water out of the fridge and Tyler came up next to you, grabbing your hand he lead you to the couch and sat you on his lap.

"Do you know what I see when I look at you?" You sat there quietly not wanting to know the answer.

"No" You mumbled looking down. He lifted your chin with his hand and stared into your eyes

"I see the most perfect girl in the world, and she is all mine. You are beautiful (Y/N), don't think of yourself any less than that when you look in the mirror, okay?" You slowly nodded, a tear running down your cheek. Tyler wiped it away and gave you a passionate kiss. "I love you so much".