Love (not)//Joshler

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It's officially February 14th. The worst day of my human life. Dallon broke up with me so Jenna and I were celebrating it at school.

I talk to Josh. I still talk to him, despite what he said.

"How's you Valentine's Day?" I ask.

Josh sighs. "Debby found out I gave Jack a blowjob and fucked him so we're over. She didn't even have sex with me anyways." He groans. His hair was a pretty red now.

"My boyfriend broke up with me too. Worst day ever." Josh widens his eyes.

"He liked a girl named Breezy and was sorta using me to make her jealous. They are a cute couple though and we both needed a break anyways." I shrug.

"Happens. I'll just eat pizza and ice cream and jack off." Josh says. I laugh. "Same though."

-

We are at Art aka last period and Josh already is with another guy. I sigh. Josh yawns quietly as we were given our assignment. "I want you to pick a partner and since today is that special day, draw some flowers in a 2- point perspective!" My eyes wander to Josh. But he was already with that new guy. I shrug and walk over to Ryan. "Wanna be my partner?" Ryan nods eagerly.

"What kind of flowers?"

I shrug. "Daisies,roses and lilacs maybe?" Ryan smiled as I sat. "I like that assortment. Let's do it." I scoot a bit closer and start sketching. He goes on about how he's saving for a guitar. And I adored him for that.

I look up at Josh and he was staring right back at me. He quickly looks away. "Oh! Did you know Brendon is throwing a party?" Ryan asks.

"I don't do parties. Forehead has the wildest and I can't do that man." I shrug.

"Aw, cmon. It'll be fun." I shrug and give in.

"Fine. Only since you're so gosh darn cute." He smiled.

((I MEAN LOOK AT HIM I LOVE RYAN SO MUCH oMfG))

"Plus, it's not like you've got any other plans." I shrug. "True. I hope I see Dallon. He wants me to meet Breezy."

Ryan smiled. "I've met Breezy before. She's a very sweet girl."

I nod and smile again. "Now let's work!"

-
I decide maybe I should text Josh to see if he's going.

To:Josh- yo bro this is tyjo and I wanted to know if you were going to Brendon's party. That was the worst sentence ever but yolo

I wait a few minutes before getting a reply.

From:Josh- yeah I am. You?
To:Josh-yeah. I really don't wanna go but I'm doing it for Ry.
From:Josh-You and Ryan dating?
To:Josh-lol, heck no. He likes Brendon and he also likes Jon and Spencer. All 3 of 'em.
From:Josh- Brendon sorta likes him too and I'm pretty sure Jon and Spencer are dating? Idk?
To:Josh- What should I wear
From:Josh-Idk man. I gotta MCR though. Byeee
To:Josh- tOO SOON!