Love (not)//Joshler

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In art, Ryan and I finally finished our project so we had free time. He was with Brendon and I was on my phone.

To:Josh- COME SIT WITH ME IM A LONER AND I WANT TO DIE

I smile faintly.

From:Josh- I'm coming, chill baby boy.

Josh comes and sits by me and I smile. "Where's my thank you for earlier?"

"Thank you. Uh- do you like him or something?" Josh twiddled with his thumbs as he spoke.

"Nah. Gross. He just wants to say 'I have a boyfriend!' And I think I'm just gonna wait awhile to um... date again."

Josh nods slowly. "Same."

I turn to look at him for a minute. He was already looking at me.

"Quit staring, I look like shit."

"I think you look lovely."

I blush faintly. "Y-You're lovely too."

"Nah. I've fucked up to much to be lovely."
He sighs.

"Then I ought to make you believe you are lovely, huh?"