Love (not)//Joshler

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So a video for behind the scenes for HeavyDirtySoul came out and...

THIS BLESSED MY HEAVYDIRTYSOUL LIKE FUCKKSHSKDB ANYWAYS, new part.

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I end up writing a few more lines after that one.

'I wont fall in love with falling, I will try to avoid those eyes'

A few lines. And then a song.

"I don't know
Where I am supposed to go
So I might just
Take my pride and go
Some people, they know, know everything
But I know that they don't know my heart"

I glance over at Josh quickly before scribbling more.

"Cause I, oh yeah, I believe in love
And I hope I can show you what I mean
And I don't believe love's for me, oh
So won't you come around and prove me wrong

Won't walk the world
Any different
And my path won't change until you
Make a wall and make me fall
And break me down

I don't know, no, I don't know
If I wrote this song in vain
Vain, in vain, vain

Oh, yeah
And I - oh, yeah I
Believe in love
And I hope I can show you what I mean
And I don't believe love's for me
So won't you come around and prove me wrong

Prove me wrong, yeah

You don't know me
And I don't know you
Tell me, what should I
Do?
Oh...

So won't you come around and prove me wrong"

I stretch and walk over to my keyboard, trying to think of a few notes. It takes me around 15 minutes to figure out what could go along with my lyrics.

I start singing, forgetting Josh was even there.
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I finish and turn around, wiping my tired eyes. "That was very beautiful Tyler." Josh was sitting up now, legs crossed. I cover my face. "Shit. Y-You heard that?"

He nods. "That was... Stunning,wow."

I blush. "Shut your face. It was not. Just something I threw together in a few minutes."

Josh smiled, dimples and all. "It really is. Who's it about?" Josh gets up and pokes Tyler playfully. "Jenna?"

I shake my head.

"Not about anyone. Go back to sleep dog breath."

Josh sticks out his tongue. "Make me."

He grins. I roll my eyes. "Are we 2?"

"No. I'm 1." we both laugh. "You're stupid."

"As are you for not telling me who it's about."

I pout. "It's about my hate towards love, I wouldn't mind it but I uh- only want it if it's true, Y'know?."

"Praise it buddy." He pats my back. "If we both aren't married by like- 30, we should live together and adopt cats. I'll be such a great mother."

Josh puts his hands on his hips and I laugh.

"Marriage sucks almost as much as you do." I tease.

"Oh yeah? Well you swallow almost more than- shit. I forgot what I was gonna say!" He groans loudly causing me to laugh harder.

I stare at him for a moment, taking in how breath taking he really is.

'You've stolen my air catcher and I don't know if I want it back...'