Sad boy.

Words.

-Who were you before
they broke your heart?

I was a star
I was so much more then I am now
I was in love
I was free
I was happy
Now all I'm left with is sad

The sun can't shine
For those
Who don't know
Where to find the sun
-EKA

I pretended to be brave
I didn't shed a tear
As I watched you walk away.
Little did you know,
That was my biggest fear.
My heart broke while
My soul quickly shattered,
Why did I let you go when
You were all that mattered.
— Tenari Ioapo // Confessions of a woman madly in love #15.

And her breath was like a gust of fresh air
Scented with the smell of flowers
And cinnamon
And whenever I saw her the world was at peace
And her eyes caught tiny fragments of light in them
And like a prism her eyes reflected it back into your eyes in a beautiful array of colors
-EKA

Her skin was as soft as silk
and when she touched you
she knew exactly what strings to pull
like a violinist playing their violin
tracing around your body
like an explorer whose already explored these strange lands many times before,
and she knew exactly what she was looking for,
cause she was never off.
-EKA

And I promise you like the many times before,
Even when she was wrong
She was never wrong
-EKA

She held my heart in her hands
Suffocating me with her tight grip
But I knew I trusted her
Cause even when she walked past a fire
She held it tight and never let it go
And even when I felt I was choking
I was able to breath even easier
-EKA

She said "maybe it's love that makes us do weird things
Impossible things
Things that drive us to the brink of insanity
To accomplish something nobody else has ever accomplished before
And when I look in your eyes I know I completed the impossible
even though that is
if it drives me insane, I'd rather be insane and id rather be in love with you then be sane and alone forever", that's when I knew I loved her.
-EKA

Her sweat Beading down her skin in droplets competing in a dance for control of her skin
And her breath Fogging up the window pains
And the tears, wait the tears rushing down like a waterfall hitting the ground so hard it breaks and her skin bruised and welted saddened by the rush of and then lack thereof energy
Maybe, no not maybe, I know from now on I will never forgive myself
-EKA

There's beautiful things in this world,
many things that is
But some though, can take time for you to realize their beauty and to accept it
But god if you ever see her face
Her face will be the one and only thing you want to see every day, and all day.
And god I couldn't live without her in my life
And even when she cries it's like watching an angel cry and when she smiles it makes me smile
-EKA

When she's angered she's angered like a fire
A fire so big cities far away could see her
Her anger so bright it even rivaled and made that of the moon jealous
And it was all because of a tiny fuse
They tried putting her out
The big guys wearing their big red suits carrying yellow and white equipment
Pouring more and more water on her in hopes of putting her out
But it only made her brighter and if only they had known a star only burns out when it's ready and not when everyone else is.
-EKA

I've learned by now the only way to live life is to let go of the things you love the most
To let things leave that way you have more time to explore the other parts of life and maybe find something more important, maybe, maybe not and by letting go you are able to learn from all of your mistakes
-EKA