Sad boy.

Pain

Sometimes it feels easier to be alone then to think and be with somebody and have them break your heart
-EKA

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy and to me everything looks so hazy
Everything's covered in a film of gray
I wish I could have given myself a second chance
-EKA

Maybe I'm so confident in you leaving because I'm so sure you'll find your way back to me because nobody will ever love you like I love you
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Touch me make me bleed make me see
Make me see you used to love me the weight is crushing
Suffocating
Tiring
-EKA

He said to me "help me breathe and I'll show you love help me learn and I'll never forget you" I was never aware though he'd teach me the worst kind of pain imaginable... love
-EKA

No matter how much you do the world will try to silence you
This is because humans live in a jealous world
A world which sadly condemns creativity in all its freedom and purposes
I ask and beg of you to fight this
To create something which has never been created before, to think outside the box
To not feel alone and burdened by the silencing of your peers but instead use it as a compass to point you in the right direction
-EKA

It's the sound of love and loneliness that drives one towards insanity
-EKA

Never let the thought kill you
Never let the thought destroy you
Never let it ruin you
Keep fighting no matter what because only you can create your future
-EKA

I want him back even though I knew he was never mine
-EKA

Everything hurts right now
And i don't know why or how to fix it
I can't breathe I can't eat I can't even sleep
I just want to feel loved and not used or abused but that's impossible when you start to feel like he's the only one in the world that's capable of loving you in any and all possible ways
-EKA

And in this pain I learn to breathe and in this pain I learn to keep
My pain hidden inside my sleeves
-EKA

I guess in my mind loves an overplayed idea all the people with all their colorful roses and teddy bears all the chocolates and all the hugs and kisses, I don't know maybe I'll be alone forever then again maybe hopefully I won't
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It's his laugh that makes me smile
And his smile that makes my day
-EKA

It's interesting being a writer and falling in love, cause the pain of breaking up with someone can give you something to write about but so can falling in love with someone
-EKA

Your skin was red like the roses of love
But your lips blue like the sea of loneliness
-EKA

Can you hold me
Can you love me
Can you make me feel something I've never felt before
I cry tears
When your words and smile are absent from your face
-EKA

I'm in love again and it hurts, but if I have no heart what will be left to break?
-EKA

Let my life be filled with horrible sadness and bitter depression
Let my life be filled with sweet terrific happiness and joy
Let my life be full of swelling maddening anger
For if I don't experience these things what is a life worth living
emotions are what make us human our ability to show empathy and anger and sadness as well as love and happiness
-EKA