paranoia TW
fuck I really want to get checked out of school right now I just had a panic attack because since last night I've felt like something's been following me and I'm usually not this kind of paranoid but I'm really freaked out. last night I woke up around 2 am with sleep paralysis which is horrible itself but now I'm sleep deprived and anxious and I'm just freaking out and I can't focus and I'm tired and. I don't know what to do because I got checked out around this time two days in a row and then didn't come to school on Friday because I was sick and I just really need to LEAVE. I'm trying to distract myself by drawing but I keep like hearing scratching on the windows and footsteps and I feel like someone's breathing on the back of my new k and watching me constantly and. I don't know what's going on I've never had a history of hallucinations?? I just. I want to cry I'm so scared and anxious and I don't know what to do
UPDATE: my mom is coming to check me out of school ok ok
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Jackin It (rants/updates/aliens/shit)
عشوائيa lot of people make these and it seems therapeutic so I'm gonna try. also, it will have updates on my stories and writing processes and shit. oh yeah I also like aliens a lot.
