'Please tell me you are fucking kidding me' I breathed, trying to keep my calm.
'I wish I was Millie, I really wish I was' but the job for your dad is so much better in England. It will be so much better' She tried to reason with me but I was already too mad.
'No mom, it won't! I've literally just settled down here, I've made new friends and I like it here and you're telling me you just want to pack up and move again? When I make friends in England will you tell me we're moving again?' I screamed.
I had made no friends, no friends apart from Finn. I could hardly breathe I was so mad but so upset at the same time.
'Millie come on, it will be fine. This is what's best for you and all of us. You will make loads of friends in England and it will be a permanent thing'
'Stop acting like you know what's best for me because you don't! Im not going I refuse. Don't hold your breath waiting for me to come around mom because I won't' I wasn't shouting but I was still mad.
'Don't be pathetic, where are you going to stay' my mother laughed in my face.
'Anywhere but here' I shouted walking away from the table out of the front door.
I didn't look back, I didn't even listen to see if my mom was calling me. I didn't care.
Why did moms always think they knew best.
I took the twenty minuet walk to Finns house. I must've power walked because I was mad as I got there quicker than expected.
Finn told me if the two cars were gone from the drive and the door was unlocked just to let myself in.
I pushed down on the handle and thankfully it opened the door. I walked inside a shut it quietly behind me.
'Finn' I shouted up the stairs, my voice cracking as I prevented the tears.
'Millie? What are you doing here I thought I-' His voice was muffled and his footsteps became louder.
He spotted me sat at the bottom of his stairs with my head in my hands sobbing.
'Millie!'
He ran down the stairs and dropped to the floor next to me. He didn't question what or why or anything he just held me. He held me while I shook. He held me whilst my body racked sobs. He stroked the back of my head soothing me .
'You have to go' Finn said quietly.
I looked at him in disbelief. I think my heart had broken for the first time.
I had calmed down enough to tell fin everything. That was happening.
'What the fuck Finn? Your siding with her now? I thought you were different' I got up to leave I couldn't waste my time.
He grabbed my arm just as is turned away.
'Millie don't be like this, I don't want you to leave of course I don't want you to fucking leave do you think I'm crazy? But what other choice do you have Millie you can't just stay here on your own and it's not like your parents are going to just forget about all this because you're being selfish.' He still had hold of my arm and his grip was getting tighter as his tone got more intense.
I was being selfish. He was right.
'I'm going to run away.'
A/N these last two are kinda irrelevant but I updated twice bc I got 1k lmao, next part is gon be good ;)
