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Eds point of view.

"Everything has changed"

We sang the last three words in unison.

During the song I noticed a ginger girl taking videos and what seemed to be her sister next to her. Crying her eyes out with cuts on her wrist. I only noticed these two girls because Taylor wouldn't take her eyes off of them. I guess she noticed the cuts too. Taylor kept smiling at the girl and she kept screaming and crying even more. I love that about Taylor. When someone is hurting she can make them feel better with what she does.

I then said thank you to the crowd and went to hug Taylor.

I decided to be the brave arse I'm meant to be and kissed her neck when I hugged her. All she did was laugh.

What does this mean.

I waved to the girls and the rest of the crowd and was on my way.

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After club Red I decided to go to Taylor's tour bus to see what she's been up to.

I knocked on it and let myself in. Knowing Tay wouldn't care or anything.

She was on the phone with what seemed to be her dad. Crying her little heart out to the person on the other line.

"I'm coming to see you. I have a couple days off from the tour. I'll fly to Nashville. I love you so much dad.. Bye."

She was turned the other way sitting on the sofa and didn't notice me come in

She threw her phone down on the floor and started bawling.

"WHY GOD WHY" she screamed in to the pillow.

I ran to her and put my arm around her back.

"shhh Taylor it's okay."

She turned to me startled and

Went back to crying.

"No it won't Ed. He sounds weak. It's only been back for a couple weeks and he sounds worse then when he had it when I was 15. I'm going to see him tomorrow."

"Yeah okay. Do you need me to come with?" I asked supporting her is what she needed right now. I need to put my feelings aside to make sure she's okay.

"No Ed thank you but it's your time off too. Go enjoy the sun or something..."

She said sniffling and getting up to pack a few things.

"Ed Thanks so much" she said walking out of the bus with her bags.

The door shut before I could answer and I just stood there for what seemed like hours.

"I love you" I whispered to the empty room.

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A/N SO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED. I JUST COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE. ALSO SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT. GIVE ME SOME IDEAS AND I will mix two and two and have a really good awesome chapter so yeah. Thanks. Love y'all. Check out my other story. I update that way more than this one!

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