Stay

Love is kind

TS POV.

It's been a couple days and it's time for me to get back on with the tour. The thing I love about the red tour is that I randomly have nights off. And that's what I wanted.

A night off to see my dad, he's pretty much gone. Holding on for my family. But I can't see him live for the day I get married, it's sad but I think that's reality.

I was getting out of the plan, putting on huge sunglasses so no one could see my tear strained face. And then I saw Ed. Leaning up against a car looking at me.

My heart felt like it was about to burst out of my chest. Following my instincts I ran and jumped in his arms giving him the longest tightest hug I could've.

Which made be cry again, being with people you love just really helps you when you're going through something.

He set me down and took of my glasses. When he saw my puffy red eyes his face immediately pained.

"Taylor..." He side and moved a curl out of my face.

I realized we had gotten a lot closer.

Ed's hand was on the small of my back and his other was still holding my face. I wanted so badly to kiss him right then.

My wish was granted, right as I thought that he smashed his lips into mine.

It was sweet, loving, passionate. All the good things about kisses in one long kiss.

We heard snaps across the cold, foggy lot and decided we should go.

Once we were in the car I leaned my head against the window and starred out. I also planned to do that until we got to Tennessee, which would be three hours from now.

But Ed had a different idea.

"So Taylor, what was that, back at the airport?" He sounded thrilled, which hurt me to say what I said.

"It was nothing."

"Yeah you're right." He firmly spoke back. I could tell I really hurt him, and that made me feel even worse.

"Ed, I'm sorry I just said that. I like you, Ed. Or no. I love you. But I don't deserve to be happy when my father is on his death bed. It's all my fault!" I yelled, now crying.

Somewhere in the sentence Ed appeared right next to me and had his arms around me.

"Please don't say it was your fault because it's not, okay? Don't you ever think a damn thing like this is your fault. And okay, if you don't want to be with me because it will make you happy, I respect that. I'll just go on knowing you love me. The way his voice lit up when he said "you love Me" was so sweet and it made me cry even more. Someone cares that much that I love them? Crazy.

Once we arrived in Nashville I asked the driver to take us straight to my condo, so we could get rest before tomorrow's concert.

Once we got in there Ed crashed on the couch and I went up to do my nightly routine, shower, face wash, brush teeth, change, call dad, And go to bed.

Once I was finally in bed sleep overtook me and everything was black.

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Short. I know. But I decided I wanna start updating everything again because I love you all so much. I'll try and figure out the writers block on state of grace. But I am updating this and diaries of Tess regularly. And diaries of test is a dramatic book and i think y'all would like it so check if out. Ily all thanks so much for all the reads. And stay beautiful.