So What If I'm Crazy

Oh Hello~!!

'Loco, maniac
Sick bitch, psychopath'

Voices. That's what I hear in my head. Bickering. A war. And the evil side is winning. There isn't a day where I don't think about harming someone. Whether they are bullies or teachers or even some random guy I saw on the street I just imagine spilling their beautiful red blood across the ground, seeing the light leave their eyes as I take their lives.

Of course, these thoughts have repercussions on my school work as my grades are dropping. And also I'm being picked on more, I always go home with bruises littering my body. And it's not like I have anyone to tell, I don't know where my parents are and the teachers don't give damns about me cus I'm that weird kid at the back who is always writing or drawing. As strange as it sounds I could probably get away with killing someone at school.

Oh no. Not again. A headache. The voices. I need to keep the chains on her. My mind is struggling to hold on to her. She will most definitely kill someone with the closest object.

I get up and run out the class with my bags, I hear the bullies laugh and I'm pretty sure the teacher did too. I have to get out of the school before I faint. This route is so familiar it makes me sick as I run towards the woods behind the school grounds.

My vision blurs as I run further into the forest. I need to get home. If she gets out near others, she'll kill. I. I can't deal with that right now. I wish she just stay quiet for one day! Warmth runs down my face as I hiccup, trying to take in more air. My head begins to swim and the world starts spinning. Then I black out. She's won this time.

When I open my eyes I see a darkening sky and feel a raindrop fall. I smirk. This will be perfect weather to sin.

Looking over at my bag, something glints in the little light. I reach in and pull out sharp kitchen knife and shiver at the thought of it being covered in blood.

"Oh Hello~!!"