"jay, what are you doing here, i told you to leave me alone," troye said, gripping onto the door knob tightly, his knuckles white and sticking to his skin.
"troye please, listen to me," jacob pleaded, his voice low and soft like mellow.
"jay, please, understand what i am trying to say, i need time, i just..." troye sighed, going to close the door but jacob stopped him and mumbled a small 'please'.
"troye, i am sorry," jacob said.
"you don't need to be sorry, jay. i understand that he is your best friend at the university and all but you were completely ignoring me, i had so many plans for this weekend. i was actually looking forward to spending it with you, but now its all ruined..." troye said.
" troye, its not what you think..." jacob said, taking troye's hands in his but troye snatched his hands back and then closed his eyes.
"then what is it? don't you dare say that you were not spending all your time with dean because you surely were. it felt like i was invisible and it hurt," troye said, his words soft as he tried to suppress his sobs.
"baby, please..."
"no, don't you dare baby me, jay," troye said.
"its just that, i love spending time with dean," jacob said.
"oh, so are you implying that you don't like spending time with me?" troye asked.
"troye, please, stop playing the victim here, its always not about you," jacob saaid, finally losing his patience, he was tired of this shit.
troye always played the delicate victim and got away with it and jacob was truly trying to make things alright at the moment but troye was not one to listen, he was just acting so damn stubborn that it blew away jacob's patience and it was deliberately too much for him.
"i play the victim? what do you mean by that?" troye asked.
"oh please, don't act all innocent now. i am always the one who compromises for you. i watch stupid repeated disney movies with you but do i even care? no, i don't and do you know why i do not care? its because i get to be with you at least. i also drive for so many hours a weekend just to make sure you are okay and you know how difficult my university is. i don't sleep for nights just to complete my projects so that i could come and meet you every weekend. i have no other friend except dean and he literally is the only one that makes me happy there. but of course, how would you even know that? you always like playing thew victim, don't you? oh poor little crossdressing guy, is so lonely in the world, nobody loves me!" jacob mocked him without even knowing that he had crossed the line.
he held troye's delicate hands tightly, bruising his wrist as he asked, " who do you even think you are, troye?"
troye was shattered by this, he did not know what to do. he was just crying though he tried to control himself so much.
"leave my hand and just go," troye whispered softly as he struggled to get out of jacob's grip.
jacob was breathing heavily, finally letting go of troye's hand and walking out of his front yard.
troye closed the door softly, he was broken and he wanted to disappear to escape all of this bullshit. he wished life had not been this complicated.
he just wished that he had sage here with him so that he could go to her arms and then she could get him mcdonalds while they listen to old disney classic songs and fall asleep together.
but the truth was somehow too bitter.
she was not here with him.
and everything was such a mess at the moment.
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Another Disney Story [Tracob AU] ; sequel to Disney Boys
Fanfiction"Nobody loves me." "Silly boy, I love you. You just don't love yourself." - It's just the revival of a tale as old as time, the two boys falling in love all over again and again until their souls couldn't love anymore.